need help getting your mom home?â
âNo thanks.â As they walked away, Leeda gave Murphy the thumbs-up. Murphy rolled her eyes.
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They didnât make it as far as Lucretiaâs room. Lucretia grabbed the frame of Leedaâs bedroom door as they walked past and flopped inside onto Leedaâs bed. âIâm fine here,â she said.
âBut itâs only eight thirty, and I need my roomâ¦.â Leeda stood for a moment, looking at Lucretia stretched out on top of her white comforter. Fine. She sat on the very edge of the bed and patted her momâs shoe awkwardly. âYou want some water or anything, Mom?â It hadnât occurred to her until that moment that maybe it wasnât good for her mom to drink.
âNo thanks, honey.â Lucretia flopped her head over to look at Leeda, who was about to go. âI guess Iâll never understand how you pick your friends,â Lucretia mumbled, sounding more like the mom she knew. âBy the time you get to be my age, youâll understand better about girlfriends.â
âMurphyâs good for me.â Leeda sighed, unsurprised. âMaybe you never had the right friends.â
âWhat about Rex?â
Leeda felt the words like a nasty pinch. She believed Rex and Murphy belonged together. She did. But it still hurt sometimes.And she hated that her mom could use it against her and that Murphy and Rex had given her the ammunition.
âIâm sorry.â Lucretia exhaled, shocking Leeda. The phrase wasnât in her momâs vocabulary. It had to be the cider talking. âMaybe I just donât think anyoneâs good enough to deserve you.â Leeda couldnât tell if it was her momâs pitch-perfect flattery or if she really meant it.
Then her eyes widened. âWhatâs that ?â Lucretia asked, thrusting a finger toward Leedaâs desk, where the Barbie sheâd found sat, washed and clean.
âThe Barbie? I found it.â
âWhere?â
Leeda shrugged. âAt the orchard. Near the lake.â
âDid you find it in a rock?â
Leeda did a double take, from her mom to the Barbie and back. âYeah?â
Lucretia laughed. âThatâs my Barbie!â
âWhat do you mean?â
Lucretia only shook her head. âI canât believe it. I lost it a million years ago. That is just amazing.â
Leeda looked at the Barbie again. Now it didnât look like a good omen. It lookedâ¦eerie.
âCan I have it?â
Leeda felt hurt. Sheâd found it. âUm, maybe?â
Lucretia, surprisingly, seemed okay with that.
âWell, good night, Mom.â
But her mom didnât reply. She was looking at the mirror on the back of the door, reflecting both of themâLucretia in the bed and Leeda in her long ice-blue homecoming dress.
âDo you know you and I have exactly the same shoulders? Thatâs why I wanted you to wear this dress. It shows them off.â
Leeda looked behind her at the mirror. Sheâd never noticedâshe did have her momâs shouldersâstraight as a ledge across, with the tiny bird-like clavicle bone protruding softly and perfectly on each side.
âThey broke the mold when they made our shoulders.â
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Just in case, Leeda got a glass of water from the kitchen. She saw some trick-or-treaters from the window, a fairy and a ghoul grabbing handfuls of candy from the basket on the porch.
When she went back upstairs, she watched her mom for a moment, sleeping, her pale arm thrown over her forehead, looking so human. For the first time in a long time, Leeda saw her mom the way she had when she was a kidâlike the most beautiful, elusive creature on earth.
Leeda put the glass on the nightstand. She took the Barbie off the dresser and laid it beside Lucretia on the bed.
Nine
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