he had no familiars.
This was what I had wanted, what we had wanted. Knowing it had come to pass made me proud. But also a little sad. Weâd never be just Tom and Lucy again.
âDoing well, doing well. You sound a little rugged, though. Did I wake you?â
âNo, sir.â I blinked a few times, trying to bring the room into focus. âI was just getting up. Where are you, sir?â
âIn the car, heading over to the Pentagon for a security briefing. I know itâs early, but this is the only open spot in my day. Iâm sorry I didnât get in touch sooner.â
âNo need to apologize, sir. I know youâve been booked every second since the election. Thank you for sending the flowers. Theyâre just beautiful.â
I switched on the bedside lamp so I could see the arrangement of orange lilies with yellow roses with the card that read, âIn our thoughts and prayers, Tom and Leah Ryland.â
âLeah picked them out especially. Iâll tell her you liked them. The funeral is today, isnât it? Howâre you holding up?â
âIâm fine,â I assured him, sitting up a bit straighter and clutching the afghan tighter around my body. âI still have a few loose ends to tie up, but Iâll be in DC sometime next week, hopefully by Thursday.â
âThereâs no rush,â he said. âIn fact, that is part of the reason for my call. I think you should stay out there for a while, Lucy. Take some time off.â
âYouâre very kind, sir, but that really wonât be necessaryââ
âLucy,â he said, cutting me off. âHear me out for a second. This is a big deal. Your parents are gone, now your sister. Youâre all alone in the world, an orphan. It might not have hit you yet, but it will. And when it does . . .â He took in a breath and let it out. âYou remember what it was like when Mike passed.â
I did.
His brother, Mike, his last surviving relative, who had suffered a traumatic brain injury during his service in the First Gulf War, died of heart failure four months before the Iowa caucuses. The governor went home to Colorado for the funeral and was back on the campaign trail the next day. At first he appeared to be handling the loss well, but after a few days he started snapping at the staff, very uncharacteristically. He seemed unfocused, too, lethargic. He definitely wasnât himself.
At that stage in the race, every minute away from the campaign was a lost opportunity, but I cleared the schedule and sent him home to the ranch for a few days, over his strenuous objections, but I insisted.
âEverybody needs time to grieve,â I told him at the time. Now he quoted my own words back to me.
âI appreciate your concern, sir, but the best thing for me will be to get back to work.â
âWhen was the last time you took a vacation?â He answered for me. âNever.â
âNot true. I take my sister on vacation every Christmas. I did.â
âThree days,â he scoffed. âFour at the most, and you spend the whole time on your phone or answering e-mail.â
âI went to Europe in 2013.â
âYeah, I remember because I was there; five countries in eight days, six major speeches, a dozen interviews, and thirty-three photo ops. That wasnât a vacation, Lucy. It was a âfact-findingâ tour designed to boost my international bona fides. Iâm talking about you taking a real vacation.â
âSir, I appreciate your concern, but Iâm doing just fine. I canât afford to take any time off now. Thereâs so much to do before the inauguration. Somebody has to sort through all theââ
âIâve already got the transition team in place. Miles is taking that job at CNN, but thatâs just as well. Drew, Natalie, and Steve are staying on through January, and weâve already got short lists for all the cabinet posts
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