beckoning for Grinnald to follow. Â Anna sank into a chair by the fireplace, not knowing what to do. Â She sat for hours.
After the storm abated and the sun rose, Grinnald left. Â Mother and Beau went to bring Reverend Carter. Â Anna climbed the stairs. Â William Daisey lay in his bed, dressed in dry clothes, but still white. Â She sat with him for a long time, saying to herself all the things she could never say to him now. Â
When the Reverend arrived they prayed together, and Mother made breakfast. Â That day faded into other days; people came and went, some bringing food, and they all prayed. Â Soon, he was gone. Â
Beau was kind to her during that time, and Mother kept her very close. Â The world turned grey, and remained so. Â There was no light inside her. Â When a little light began to glow, it vanished quickly, as though some horrible sharp-toothed animal lived in her body, feeding on light. Â For a while the animal would sleep, but when light appeared it roused itself and devoured it. Â Anna could almost see the animal. Â She drew it once in the corner of a drawing of something else, but it frightened her and she burned the drawing in the fire.
Very slowly, the greyness faded. Â One day she could no longer feel the animal inside her. Â Beau took her out to Assateague to draw. Â They stayed until he grew impatient, and as they rowed back she could breathe deeply and smell the air. Â Â
She and Mother spoke only once about how her father died. Â John Grinnald told Mary the story out of earshot of the children the night he brought William home. Â It was brief. Â They were hunting near each other as the weather worsened. Â Grinnald decided to make for home, but saw a steady light burning in the distance, unusually still. Â He set a course for the light. Â When he arrived he found William Daisey in the water, his arm wrapped tightly around a broken oar, his shattered boat half-submerged, shotgun still ready in the bow. Â His gunning light was burning. Â
The man was dead when he arrived, Grinnald told her. Â He could do nothing more than bring him home to his family.
Anna asked her mother the only question whose answer she truly needed. Â âDid John Grinnald kill Father?â she asked. Â Her mother stiffened, and stared straight out the window at the empty crepe myrtle tree. Â
âNo,â she answered, finally. Â âI am sure he did not. Â Your father is with Jesus, dear girl. Â Rest your heart.â Â
Some fishermen from the congregation retrieved his boat from the marsh, setting it on the horses in the shed. Â Beau oiled his shotgun and wrapped it in canvas, and put the gunning light on the ground beneath the boat. Â
Three years passed.
Mary and Anna did not speak again of the way William had died, though many in Chincoteague did. Â The popular idea was that Grinnald had grown tired of losing his ducks to William Daisey, and finally decided, on a dark night in a remote place, to do something about it. Â Late at night when the whiskey flowed, many were certain of it. Â
Legally, it was a settled matter; among the islanders it was not. John Grinnald was as quiet as ever. Â Conversations still ended the moment his shadow passed a doorway, but they were different conversations now. Â He did not seem to care.
Sam returned to the workshop. Â âGood as new, Miss Daisey,â he said, and she looked at him, startled. Â She had no idea how long he had been away. Â He pointed to the shutters, now sound again. Â âYour shutters. Â Good as new.â Â Â Sure enough, they were, suspended square and trim from their frames. Â âNow, what about this boat?â Â
âThe boat?â
âYes, Miss Daisey. Â When can we begin repairing this boat?â He crouched underneath to see the extent of the damage to the interior of the hull. Â âIâve worked on every type of
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