hesitated and looked round.
'Busy?' Harry asked.
'Not at all, it's unusually quiet. On a normal day we serve 1,800 slices of bread. But today's dole day.'
She called one of the boys behind the counter, who agreed to take over. Harry caught her name at the same time. Martine. The head of the man with the empty cigarette paper had been ratcheted down a few more notches.
'There are a couple of things that don't check out,' Harry said after sitting down. 'What sort of person was he?'
'Hard to say,' she said. Harry's quizzical expression produced a sigh. 'When you've been on drugs for so many years, like Per, the brain is so destroyed that it's hard to see a personality. The urge to get high is all-pervasive.'
'I know that, but I mean . . . to people who knew him well . . .'
'Can't help, I'm afraid. You can ask Per's father how much of his son's personality was left. He came down here a couple of times to collect him. In the end, he gave up. He said Per had started to threaten them at home, because they locked away all their valuables when he was around. He asked me to keep an eye on the boy. I said we would do our best, but we couldn't promise miracles. And we didn't of course . . .'
Harry observed her. Her face expressed nothing more than the usual social worker's resignation.
'It must be hell,' Harry said, scratching his leg.
'Yes, you have to be an addict yourself to understand it.'
'To be a parent, I was thinking.'
Martine didn't answer. A man in a torn quilted jacket had come to the neighbouring table. He opened a transparent plastic bag and emptied out a pile of dry tobacco that must have come from hundreds of fag ends. It covered the cigarette paper and the black fingers of the man sitting there.
'Happy Christmas,' the man mumbled and departed with the junkie's old-man gait.
'What doesn't check out?' Martine asked.
'The blood specimen shows almost no toxins,' Harry said.
'So?'
Harry looked at the man next to him. He was desperately trying to roll a cigarette, but his fingers would not obey. A tear ran down his brown cheek.
'I know a couple of things about getting high,' Harry said. 'Do you know if he owed money to anyone?'
'No.' Her answer was curt. So much so that Harry already knew the answer to his next question.
'But you could maybe—'
'No,' she interrupted, 'I cannot make enquiries. Listen, these are people no one cares about, and I am here to help them, not to persecute them.'
Harry gave her a searching look. 'You're right. I apologise for asking and it won't happen again.'
'Thank you.'
'Just one last question?'
'Come on.'
'Would you . . .' Harry hesitated, wondering if he was about to commit a blunder. 'Would you believe me if I said I did care?'
She angled her head and studied Harry. 'Should I?'
'Well, I'm investigating a case everyone thinks is the cut-and-dried suicide of a person no one cared about.'
She didn't answer.
'It's good coffee.' Harry got up.
'You're welcome,' she said. 'And may God bless you.'
'Thank you,' Harry said, feeling, to his surprise, the lobes of his ears flush.
On his way out he stopped in front of the guard and turned, but she had gone. The man in the hoody offered Harry the green plastic bag with the packed lunch, but he turned it down, pulled his coat tighter around him and went out into the streets where he could already see the sun making its blushing retreat into Oslo fjord. He walked towards the Akerselva. In the area known as Eika a man was standing erect in a snowdrift with the sleeve of a quilted jacket rolled up and a needle hanging from his forearm. He smiled as he looked straight through Harry and the frosty mist over Grønland.
6
Monday, 15 December. Halvorsen.
P ERNILLE H OLMEN SEEMED EVEN SMALLER SITTING IN HER armchair in Fredensborgveien with large, red-rimmed eyes staring at Harry. In her lap she held a glass-framed photograph of her son Per.
'He was nine here,' she said.
Harry had to swallow. Partly because no smiling nine-year-old
'Busy?' Harry asked.
'Not at all, it's unusually quiet. On a normal day we serve 1,800 slices of bread. But today's dole day.'
She called one of the boys behind the counter, who agreed to take over. Harry caught her name at the same time. Martine. The head of the man with the empty cigarette paper had been ratcheted down a few more notches.
'There are a couple of things that don't check out,' Harry said after sitting down. 'What sort of person was he?'
'Hard to say,' she said. Harry's quizzical expression produced a sigh. 'When you've been on drugs for so many years, like Per, the brain is so destroyed that it's hard to see a personality. The urge to get high is all-pervasive.'
'I know that, but I mean . . . to people who knew him well . . .'
'Can't help, I'm afraid. You can ask Per's father how much of his son's personality was left. He came down here a couple of times to collect him. In the end, he gave up. He said Per had started to threaten them at home, because they locked away all their valuables when he was around. He asked me to keep an eye on the boy. I said we would do our best, but we couldn't promise miracles. And we didn't of course . . .'
Harry observed her. Her face expressed nothing more than the usual social worker's resignation.
'It must be hell,' Harry said, scratching his leg.
'Yes, you have to be an addict yourself to understand it.'
'To be a parent, I was thinking.'
Martine didn't answer. A man in a torn quilted jacket had come to the neighbouring table. He opened a transparent plastic bag and emptied out a pile of dry tobacco that must have come from hundreds of fag ends. It covered the cigarette paper and the black fingers of the man sitting there.
'Happy Christmas,' the man mumbled and departed with the junkie's old-man gait.
'What doesn't check out?' Martine asked.
'The blood specimen shows almost no toxins,' Harry said.
'So?'
Harry looked at the man next to him. He was desperately trying to roll a cigarette, but his fingers would not obey. A tear ran down his brown cheek.
'I know a couple of things about getting high,' Harry said. 'Do you know if he owed money to anyone?'
'No.' Her answer was curt. So much so that Harry already knew the answer to his next question.
'But you could maybe—'
'No,' she interrupted, 'I cannot make enquiries. Listen, these are people no one cares about, and I am here to help them, not to persecute them.'
Harry gave her a searching look. 'You're right. I apologise for asking and it won't happen again.'
'Thank you.'
'Just one last question?'
'Come on.'
'Would you . . .' Harry hesitated, wondering if he was about to commit a blunder. 'Would you believe me if I said I did care?'
She angled her head and studied Harry. 'Should I?'
'Well, I'm investigating a case everyone thinks is the cut-and-dried suicide of a person no one cared about.'
She didn't answer.
'It's good coffee.' Harry got up.
'You're welcome,' she said. 'And may God bless you.'
'Thank you,' Harry said, feeling, to his surprise, the lobes of his ears flush.
On his way out he stopped in front of the guard and turned, but she had gone. The man in the hoody offered Harry the green plastic bag with the packed lunch, but he turned it down, pulled his coat tighter around him and went out into the streets where he could already see the sun making its blushing retreat into Oslo fjord. He walked towards the Akerselva. In the area known as Eika a man was standing erect in a snowdrift with the sleeve of a quilted jacket rolled up and a needle hanging from his forearm. He smiled as he looked straight through Harry and the frosty mist over Grønland.
6
Monday, 15 December. Halvorsen.
P ERNILLE H OLMEN SEEMED EVEN SMALLER SITTING IN HER armchair in Fredensborgveien with large, red-rimmed eyes staring at Harry. In her lap she held a glass-framed photograph of her son Per.
'He was nine here,' she said.
Harry had to swallow. Partly because no smiling nine-year-old
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