always, by himself. He was hopping up and down when Michael entered the playground today, erratic and without objective, lost in his own world, shaking his hand in front of his face.
The village idiot.
Michael doesnât know the name of the father he overheard say it one day, thinking he was being funny. He knows that it was all he could do not to hit the man.
âI donât mean you,â says Mrs. McKenzie. âI mean the school. When you keep him on task, he does well, but when you donâtâ¦â She doesnât finish the sentence. She doesnât need to.
âWhat about the extra teacher?â asks Michael. âA part-time aide was supposed to be part of his IEP.â
âThe moneyâs not there.â
âItâs supposed to be.â
âThatâs something youâll have to take up with the school board,â says Mrs. McKenzie. Both of them knowing that the district is broke. Theyâre laying off teachers. Transferring others. Cramming forty kids into a single classroom. The special-ed classes are even worse. Most of them nothing more than babysitting for troubled, hyperactive kids, half of them Spanish-speaking with little or no English. The mentally impaired children sit alone at separate tables, playing with Legos.
âIâm not sure you know this, but theyâve started a study program at UCSD for children with developmental disorders,â Mrs. McKenzie says.
Study programs. From what Michael has seen, people put more money into studying disabled kids than they do into helping them. âWhat, are they looking for guinea pigs?â
Karen McKenzie ignores the bitterness in his voice. She likes Michael. She likes that he faces facts, doesnât pretend or insist there isnât a problem as a lot of parents do.
âItâs just a phase. Heâll grow out of it.â
No, she all too often wants to say. He wonât. Your child needs help.
âAs a matter of fact, thereâs a waiting list. But I know some of the people conducting the study and I think I can arrange it.â Michael nods, already coming around to the idea as she knew he would.
âYeah ⦠okay, thatâd be great.â
âWeâre all doing the best we can, Michael.â
âI know you are,â says Michael.
Both of them again thinking the same thing. What do you do when the best doesnât seem to be nearly enough?
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14
Rats, rats, lousy, stinkinâ rats!
Come quitting time, workers flee a building site like rodents from a sinking ship, thinks Leo, annoyed that today heâs somehow been left to load his own tools onto his pickup truck, doubly annoyed because he usually manages his time better than this, making sure the job falls to someone else. Seniority and a bad back have their perks. But small annoyances are quickly forgotten as the Toyota Prius pulls to the curb in front of him and the driver gets out and smiles. Itâs that smile that turns your bones to jelly, the smile that he remembers so well.
âWell, look what the catâs drug by,â says Leo.
âYou still imbibe?â Anita asks, holding up a large thermos.
âDoes the pope shit in the woods?â says Leo. âDing-a-ling-a-ling! The drinking lamp is lit.â
Five minutes later, theyâre sitting, legs dangling off what will be a rich manâs back deck, Leo realizing that the slice of view might not show the ocean but that there is a breathtaking horizon. Anita has made her special tequila gimlets, Silver Patrón with Roseâs lime juice, shaken with ice and strained into an honest-to-God real martini glass. No paper or plastic cup ever made good enough for Anita. Filling one to the brim, she hands it to him.
âSalud.â
âWhat about you?â
âNot drinking these days.â
âOh. âCause I donât need to.â
âLeo. Enjoy.â
Leo sips and moans softly with pleasure. The drink is
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