knew bullshitting was useless at this point. âI was on my way to the incident scene.â
âMy instructions were for you to wait here.â As always, he sounded like he had gravel in his voice box.
âI know that. Iâm sorry.â
âI donât want an apology, Warden.â
âI couldnât just sit here, Lieutenantânot knowing whatâs going on up there.â
âThe state has rules. They exist for a reason. You canât be involved in this investigation, and you know it.â
âIâm already involved,â I said. âPlease, Lieutenant. Itâs my father theyâre looking for. Iâve got to be part of this. If something happensâmaybe I can talk to him, get him to surrender. Heâll listen to me.â
He was wearing mirrored sunglasses that made reading his expression just about impossible, and he was already one of the stoniest-faced guys Iâd ever met, like a walking granite statue in a green uniform. But when he spoke again I got the sense of something softening in him. âThis isnât a situation you can control, Bowditch.â
âI know.â
âHeâs the one making all the bad choices.â
âI understand that.â
âHeâll be given every opportunity, but itâs up to him what happens next.â
âSir, all Iâm asking is a chance to be present. I want to be able to tell my mother that I did everything I could.â
After a moment of silence, he said, âGet out of the truck,Bowditch.â
My heart sank, but I did as I was told. The lieutenant waited for me to lock the door and then he started off across the lot. At first, I thought we were headed back into the sheriffâs office, but he kept walking toward the street, and that was when I saw his truck parked around the corner.
âLieutenant?â
âYouâre right. Itâs better that youâre there. But only as an observer.â
Maybe it was because my father was accused of killing a cop, and he wanted me there as a warning to all the other cops that revenge was not an option. Or maybe he was bringing me along as a witness who could testify that every attempt at a peaceful resolution was made and the use of deadly force was warranted. Maybe he just understood a sonâs anguish. I didnât know why Lieutenant Malcomb brought me along with him, but the truth was, I didnât care, either.
On the road we didnât speak for the longest time, both of us listening intently to the police radio. Troopers, deputies, and wardens called in their locations. K-9 units were en route. The Northern Maine Violent Crimes Task Force had taken over a local fish hatchery as its command post. There hadnât been a manhunt like this in Maine in years.
Lieutenant Malcomb scarcely acknowledged me as we drove. He smelled strongly of cigarettes. Kathy Frost had told me heâd started smoking again after his wife died last fall.
âI got a phone call this morning you should know about,â he said. âA man says you harassed him and his son this morning on Indian Pond.â
âAnthony DeSalle,â I said.
âTell me what happened.â
I straightened up in my seat. âHe was putting in a boat at the public landing with his son. I checked his license and registration. I cited him for not having adequate PFDs. He didnât appreciate being cited. Thatâs about it.â
âHe claims you were verbally threatening.â
âExcuse me, Lieutenant, but thatâs bullshit.â I tried unsuccessfully to keep the resentment out of my voice. âI think I displayed considerable restraint with Mr. DeSalle. He swore at me repeatedly in front of his little boy. I thought he might take a swing at me at one point. It doesnât surprise me he made a complaint. I think Mr. DeSalle has problems with anger management.â
I waited for the lieutenant to speak.
âThatâs my
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