soirée at his familyâs compound on Nantucket. Iâd refused. Heâd called me stubborn. Which I was, but that wasnât the point.
The last Iâd seen or heard of him was in an article in the Boston Globe . Heâd been pictured at the event with a super-thin Victoriaâs Secret model. She glowed on his arm, dressed in a gown that probably cost more than Iâd spent on clothes in the past five years. Seth looked a little stiff in the picture, or maybe it was my wishful thinking.
âOpen up, Sarah,â Seth yelled through the door. âYou wonât even eat a pizza with me now?â
I didnât want him to cause a sceneânot that he wouldâbut that was my excuse for opening the door and letting him in.
âWhere should I put this?â he asked, raising the pizza box. I pointed to the right, toward the kitchen. Seth paused, looking around the apartment. I looked around, too. The old oriental rug glowed against the painted, white-wooden floors, a claw-and-ball-foot table sat next to my grandmotherâs rocker. The down-stuffed couch was comfy. Paintings, one by Carol and the rest treasured finds, warmed the walls.
âI like it,â Seth said. âIt looks like you. Full of personality.â
âThanks.â I followed him into the kitchen. He put the pizza box and wine on the table. He turned, pulling me into his arms and giving me a kiss so incredible that I felt like a lone ice cube under the Saharan sun. He broke the kiss and stared into my eyes, the ones without any eye shadow or mascara. Personally, without makeup I thought my eyelids looked like fish eyelids, if fish had eyelids. It was not the way I wanted Massachusettsâs most eligible, Victoriaâs-Secret-model-dating bachelor to see me.
Seth pulled out a chair for me. I hesitated.
âI can leave you the pizza and wine if thatâs what you want. But that kiss didnât seem to say thatâs what you wanted.â
What was that song? Something about lips donât lie? Stupid lips. I sat in the chair and realized the song was about hips, not lipsânot that it really mattered. I gestured for Seth to sit. Instead of sitting across from me, he moved the other chair next to mine and took my hand as he sat down.
âNo one can see us here,â he said. âWeâve spent the past six months meeting at hole-in-the-wall restaurants in towns that feel like theyâre farther away from Ellington than the northern tip of Maine. Are you ashamed to be seen with me?â
âNo. Thatâs ridiculous.â No one would be ashamed to be seen with Seth. He looked like he could be a modelâhigh cheekbones, wavy, dark hair with some silver woven in, broad, thick shoulders. The only thing keeping him from actually being a model was his nose, which was a bit broad, not aquilineâand that made him all the more sexy because he looked like a real man, not some photo-shopped, starved version of a human male.
âYou date models. Not regular women who look like this.â I air-circled around my face.
âI see a beautiful, vibrant woman who eats actual food instead of surviving on liquids and carrots. One who doesnât pretend to like pizza and the Red Sox because I do. One who isnât interested in me because of my last name.â He kissed me again. âYouâre still afraid that CJ will find out youâre seeing me, that someone will spot me sneaking out of your apartment at dawn.â He grinned, but I could see his feelings were hurt.
âYouâll be leaving after weâre done eating. Not sneaking out at dawn.â I got up and grabbed a corkscrew. âIâve told CJ we need to see other people. But I havenât told him who I am seeing. Itâs none of his business.â I didnât want to hurt CJ, and he would be hurt if he found out I was dating Seth. âItâs awkward that you two have to work together.â Seth was
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