question with my lips.
âI won a golden fibula brooch from a Norman squire,â said Osbert, âand a blue jacinth-stone ring from his knight. The rest of the wager winnings were gold and silver.â He offered me a piece of apple, from a fruit he was carving with a short blade. âA Norman apple,â he said. âBeyond priceâalmost.â
I thanked him for the piece of fruit, which, although mealy with age, was sweet enough. âDo knights agree,â I asked, âthat Sir Nigel was the victor?â In my judgment, neither knight had won a clear triumph.
âCan you doubt it, my lord? Besides, I wagered that Sir Nigel would be standing at the end of the joust, nothing more. Only Norman fighting men would take the bet, although they made up for their numbers in foolishness.â
âThis is good fortune for you,â I said, nearly mistaking the sound of my voice for that of a very old man.âBut it brings no coin into my purse.â
âOh, I borrowed from what remained of your silver, my lord, both you and Edmund. I placed a wager here and there, with honest men.You are as rich as ever you were.â He made his eyes wide with enthusiasm, and put a hand on my bedding. âAnd I won back your excellent thimble from a servant of Sir Jeanâs, and that noble drinking cup of Edmundâs, too.â
I felt drowsy, but I could hear him say,âOnly donât tell Sir Nigel, good Hubert. I fear he dislikes a gambler.â
I stirred, and sat up to call after him, but my head throbbed as Osbert faded out of the lamplight.
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I was carried by Edmund onto the Santa Croce, bound for Genoa. Edmund placed me gently into a sling, a hanging sailcloth bed in the freshly scrubbed, vinegar-scented hull of this vessel.
From above drifted the thuds and curses of someone being beaten. I have always disliked beatings, whether of man or brute, and I was heartsick at the sound of this captain or ranking mate belaboring a sailor with what sounded like a rope end.
The beating stopped at last. Sir Jean and Nicholas were aboard another galley, one that had already left, bound for Malta or CreteâEdmund was not sure which. It was fairly certain that the Frankish knight and his English squire would find swift transportation to Paris or London. âSir Nigel would rather sail with a load of lepers than with Sir Jean and Nicholas,â Edmund said. It was expected that Nicholas would reach London before us.
âBesides,â I said, âif you see Nicholas, youâll have to kill him.â
âI will have his life,â said Edmund, âas I have sworn.â He spoke as one who would not be moved, and using a diction a little foreign to both of us, law-bound and formal.
âWas that, do you think, Edmund, the wisest oath to make?â
The vibration of my own voice caused me pain.Although suffering is a gift from Heaven, as the English priest had reminded meâallowing us to experience a tiny portion of Our Lordâs sufferingâI did not consider myself particularly blessed.
âI have made the oath,â said Edmund.âI cannot unsay it.â
My mother and my father were prayerful, and paid Father Giles good coin to teach me Latin verbs, but my mother once said,âStrong piety is for the priest, Hubert, and not for folk like us, who sup on white bread and the best peas.â My parents gave alms, and treated every soul with courtesy, but felt that God and the saints were not closely connected with a well-spoken woolmanâs life.
Many fighting men were both far more brutal and more devout than I. But even I recognized that a sacred oath, made while touching a holy relicâa saintâs bone or a reliquary of saintâs hairâwas a contract with God. So was an oath invoking a holy name or divine entity, like Heaven.And an oath upon oneâs honor placed oneâs reputation, future and past, at stake.
I said,
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