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silent hands and knees, hoping the closeness might provide insight.
As I drew near he thrashed to the side, all but flinging himself from his little bed, and moaned regretfully as if his beloved had forsaken him. Ever so gently, I brushed my fingers against his arm.
His eyes popped open.
For a moment we spoke only in breaths, his sharp and ragged, mine hissing and long, as we searched, in our own ways, to bring our hearts relief. I was the first to part my lips, yet he was the first to speak.
âWhat happened?â His eyes traveled the length of the bedchamber, and I realized that in his dreamy state, he believed Iâd come to warn him of some danger.
Nothing , I thought to myself, but the word caught in my throat and shied away from my lips. âYou cried out,â I said, staring at the strands of hair that clung to his forehead. âI heard you.â
âSorry,â he mumbled, turning away from me.
âWhy?â I asked. His back was soaked with sweat, seeping through the fabric of his shirt, and I placed my hand upon it, to cool him.
âFor waking you up,â he said.
âIt seems I have returned the favor. But I require little sleep.â
âOkay ⦠â He twisted around to look at me.
I couldnât help but wonder, berating myself all the while, what would happen if I let the glamour slip for a moment. Would he be able to see? It wasnât a terribly disturbing thought. The disingenuous nature of my disguise would cause any faerie unease. Sure, we were tricksters, but playing a human for this duration was a flat-out lie. And yet my desire to be revealed ran deeper than this. I wanted to show myself to him , specifically. It was a desire originating not from my body but from my spirit, and it went ricocheting through me, igniting my heart, my mind, everything.
All my life, I had been warned of faeries who lost their minds in the wasteland. Is that what was happening to me now?
âI didnât mean to wake you,â I said. âI know you have trouble falling asleep.â
âYouâve been watching me?â
âNo more intently than you watch me.â The rogue words defied my guarded lips.
Bad faerie .
âSorry.â
The sincerity in his voice surprised me. So much of what the Dark Court said about humans seemed untrue of this one. Perhaps I was not losing my mind. Perhaps I was simply reacting to him empathetically, the way I did with so many earthly creatures. For a moment I missed my train of ravens, flying around my head like a dark veil. Even my motherâs wolves could be sweet, and playful, when the Dark Ladyâs moods did not make them surly.
âI should be the one who is sorry,â I said. âYouâve done much to help me feel comfortable here. Isnât there some little thing I can do for you?â
Clever girl, limiting the terms of the bargain.
After all, he had been content to offer me room and board for nothing. I was the one who had promised him his heartâs greatest desire. Why had I done that? The words had just slipped past my lips, as if I w ere possessed.
Or under a spell .
Did humans have a magic all their own?
Taylor was watching me. His hair had fallen into his eyes. I had a sudden vision of him dancing in the moonlight, his body adorned in leaves and vines: the ritual for a faerie child entering into maturity. âRemember what I said to you at the park?â he asked. âAbout wanting you to be safe?â
âYes.â
âThat wasnât the whole story.â
My breath caught in my throat. Here, he would divulge his true intentions. Here, I would be proven right about humanity.
But he did not look evil in the darkness. He looked broken . âI moved out of my parentsâ house over a year ago.â
âAny particular reason?â
âItâs just better this way,â he said quickly, hiding his bitterness. Three days and I was already learning his
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