Me?â
âYeah. A really little one.â
âI thought so,â Linda said. âSo, do you have any personal information you want to share with me?â
âIâm wearing Brooksâs underwear.â
âAgain?â
âSheâs supposed to do the laundryâbut itâs been over a week. You know Brooks. She doesnât do anything.â
âIs she still seeing that guy?â
âDave?â May said. âYeah. More than ever now.â
They walked up the front steps and in through the ornate doorway of the school. Herds of maroon-suited girls hurried in all directions.
âWhat about you?â Linda asked.
âWhat about me?â
âArenât you getting lessons from Pete?â
May nodded.
âSo?â Linda said. âHowâs that?â
âWeâve only gone once, a week ago on Monday. It was fine.â
âYou havenât complained about it at all. You always complain when you see Pete.â
âHeâs behaving.â
Linda hmmmed.
âDonât do that,â May said.
âDo what?â
âMake that noise.â
Linda smiled innocently.
âAnyway, I donât even know whatâs going to happen when I do get my license,â May went on. âWe only have the one car, really, and itâs not like Iâll suddenly have this amazing life even if I can drive.â
â When you can.â
âWhatever. The only reason Iâm getting my license at all is because my mom canât count on Brooks to do things. We canât afford the extra insurance right now.â
âBut it will help,â Linda said, âwith getting a life.â
âHow do you get a life?â May asked. âI mean, does it just show up someday?â
âGetting outside of your house for something other than school or work is probably a good place to start.â
âWell, that isnât going to happen,â May said.
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Palmer was happy out on the field, with the dirt, the grass, the blinding sun. Heat, cold, sweatâno problem. Outside, it wasnât quite so obvious that every part of her body was weirdly long , like she was actually a short person who had been stretched out of shape. It didnât matter that she had no chest or that she had the gangly walk of a girl who really only knows how to run. On the field these were advantages. On the field she was the pitcherâthe star.
Here in the locker room, though, with the gels and lotions that smelled of peach and coconut, the body buffs, the blow-dryers, the exfoliant scrubs, the intense conditionersâthis was where it all fell apart. This was where it was all too clear that Palmer was fourteen and flat, with perennially oily hair, chewed-up nails, and skin that was always either windburnedor sunburned. In here, Palmer was just a gawky freshman. It had been different when Brooks was here. Brooks had always been so popular, so loud. She was the shortstop and the talker, and Palmer was the quiet, intense pitcher. That was how Palmer liked it.
Now she was just Palmer, naked, struggling to pull a scratchy towel around herself. The towels she brought were always too small, so she had to hunch to cover herself up.
Diana Haverty was sprawled out over most of the bench behind Palmerâs locker, wrapped snugly in the thickest red towel Palmer had ever seen. She was examining her toes, which were tiny and cute. Her toenails were painted an Easter-egg blue.
âI donât know if I like this color,â Diana said to no one in particular.
âI think itâs nice.â Emma, the third-base player, turned from her locker to join in the examination of the adorable digits. âWho makes it?â
âHard Candy.â
âStila makes a color kind of like that, but itâs a little glossier.â
âReally?â Diana said. âI need to pick something for my prom pedicure, and thatâs what I want: a light
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