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photo. “This is what we all need right now. A hero. An improbable hero.”
“I know that. You know that.”
“Then I’ll report it in the Weekly Bulletin , and you’ll have your excuse to run it. The worst I’ll get is a slapped wrist. Believe me, even the lieutenant governor will see the logic of putting it out there at a time like this.”
Her eyes narrowed. “Why are you doing this?”
Mistrust, antagonism even, was part and parcel of their professional relationship, and they’d stopped pretending it wasn’t. The Information Office and the only Maltese-language newspaper on the island might make for natural bedfellows, but Lilian’s loyalties were to her own people, whose interests were not always best served bythe British policy that Max was bound to promote. This made for an uneasy collaboration, a tentative trade of services. Lilian advised Max on how best to pitch the tone of his publications and broadcasts to appeal to a Maltese audience, and in return she received access to the kind of information she couldn’t hope to get from anyone else. And both remained skeptical about the motives of the other.
Lilian was right to be wary in this instance. Max couldn’t tell her the truth: that he knew a German invasion was imminent, and the signals from the summit were that they’d be fighting to the last man. If they were to stand any chance of turning back the Nazi tide, they needed the islanders at their side, willing and eager to take up arms. Vitorin Zammit in his dusty suit could do more to foster the necessary spirit of resistance than any number of pious speeches put out over the Rediffusion by the governor.
“Look, I’m just saying a story like this is good for everyone.”
Lilian wasn’t convinced. “There’s something you’re not telling me.”
If you only knew the half of it , thought Max, images of the dead girl stretched out on the gurney in the mortuary suddenly crowding his thoughts, tightening his stomach.
He crushed out his cigarette against the sole of his shoe, anything to avoid her eyes. “There are a lot of things I don’t tell you —can’t tell you. You know that.”
He kept grinding away at the dead cigarette.
“Max, look at me.”
I can’t , he thought. Because if I do, I’ll see her in you, you in her, and I won’t be able to pretend that it doesn’t matter. I won’t be able to walk away from it .
She waited for him to look up. “You’re wrong,” she said gently. “You can tell me. As a friend.”
Oh Christ …
“You should get going,” he suggested.
Now she was offended, and he tried to make amends.
“I’ll give you a lift to Sliema on the motorcycle if you want.”
“People will talk.”
“And we can’t have that, can we?”
“It’s easy for you to say. When you are gone, they will still be talking.”
They parted company in front of the building, though not before Lilian announced that he’d been invited to dinner again at her aunt’s.
“Really?”
“She liked you.”
“I can’t think why. I ranted at her for most of the evening.”
“I know. She said.”
Lilian hurried for Saint Salvatore bastion in search of a dghaisa to row her across Marsamxett Harbour, and he watched her till the slope of the street had swallowed her up.
He didn’t do too badly. Determined thoughts of the papers piling up on his desk successfully carried him all the way to the Porte des Bombes. But it was here that he found himself swinging the motorcycle around and doubling back into the gridlike streets of Floriana.
He located it almost instantly, which was a relief; he would have been hard-pushed to explain what he was doing scrabbling around in the ruins of a wrecked building. It was wedged in a crack between two bomb-spilled cubes of Malta rock. An inch or two to the left and it would have slipped away deep into the rubble, well beyond reach and any hope of recovery.
He dusted off the shoulder tab and stared at it, so light in his hand, so
“I know that. You know that.”
“Then I’ll report it in the Weekly Bulletin , and you’ll have your excuse to run it. The worst I’ll get is a slapped wrist. Believe me, even the lieutenant governor will see the logic of putting it out there at a time like this.”
Her eyes narrowed. “Why are you doing this?”
Mistrust, antagonism even, was part and parcel of their professional relationship, and they’d stopped pretending it wasn’t. The Information Office and the only Maltese-language newspaper on the island might make for natural bedfellows, but Lilian’s loyalties were to her own people, whose interests were not always best served bythe British policy that Max was bound to promote. This made for an uneasy collaboration, a tentative trade of services. Lilian advised Max on how best to pitch the tone of his publications and broadcasts to appeal to a Maltese audience, and in return she received access to the kind of information she couldn’t hope to get from anyone else. And both remained skeptical about the motives of the other.
Lilian was right to be wary in this instance. Max couldn’t tell her the truth: that he knew a German invasion was imminent, and the signals from the summit were that they’d be fighting to the last man. If they were to stand any chance of turning back the Nazi tide, they needed the islanders at their side, willing and eager to take up arms. Vitorin Zammit in his dusty suit could do more to foster the necessary spirit of resistance than any number of pious speeches put out over the Rediffusion by the governor.
“Look, I’m just saying a story like this is good for everyone.”
Lilian wasn’t convinced. “There’s something you’re not telling me.”
If you only knew the half of it , thought Max, images of the dead girl stretched out on the gurney in the mortuary suddenly crowding his thoughts, tightening his stomach.
He crushed out his cigarette against the sole of his shoe, anything to avoid her eyes. “There are a lot of things I don’t tell you —can’t tell you. You know that.”
He kept grinding away at the dead cigarette.
“Max, look at me.”
I can’t , he thought. Because if I do, I’ll see her in you, you in her, and I won’t be able to pretend that it doesn’t matter. I won’t be able to walk away from it .
She waited for him to look up. “You’re wrong,” she said gently. “You can tell me. As a friend.”
Oh Christ …
“You should get going,” he suggested.
Now she was offended, and he tried to make amends.
“I’ll give you a lift to Sliema on the motorcycle if you want.”
“People will talk.”
“And we can’t have that, can we?”
“It’s easy for you to say. When you are gone, they will still be talking.”
They parted company in front of the building, though not before Lilian announced that he’d been invited to dinner again at her aunt’s.
“Really?”
“She liked you.”
“I can’t think why. I ranted at her for most of the evening.”
“I know. She said.”
Lilian hurried for Saint Salvatore bastion in search of a dghaisa to row her across Marsamxett Harbour, and he watched her till the slope of the street had swallowed her up.
He didn’t do too badly. Determined thoughts of the papers piling up on his desk successfully carried him all the way to the Porte des Bombes. But it was here that he found himself swinging the motorcycle around and doubling back into the gridlike streets of Floriana.
He located it almost instantly, which was a relief; he would have been hard-pushed to explain what he was doing scrabbling around in the ruins of a wrecked building. It was wedged in a crack between two bomb-spilled cubes of Malta rock. An inch or two to the left and it would have slipped away deep into the rubble, well beyond reach and any hope of recovery.
He dusted off the shoulder tab and stared at it, so light in his hand, so
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