surprised to know it. I would have been even more surprised to know that, in another fifteen or twenty years, there would be pills you could take that would smack that sort of infection out of your system in record time . . . and while those pills might make you feel a little sick at your stomach or loose in your bowels, they almost never made you vomit the way Dr. Sadlerâs sulfa pills did. Back in â32, there wasnât much you could do but wait, and try to ignore that feeling that someone had spilled coal-oil inside your works and then touched a match to it.
I finished my butt, went into the bedroom, and finally got to sleep. I dreamed of girls with shy smiles and blood in their hair.
6
T HE NEXT MORNING there was a pink memo slip on my desk, asking me to stop by the wardenâs office as soon as I could. I knew what that was aboutâthere were unwritten but very important rules to the game, and I had stopped playing by them for awhile yesterdayâand so I put it off as long as possible. Like going to the doctor about my waterworks problem, I suppose. Iâve always thought this âget-it-over-withâ business was overrated.
Anyway, I didnât hurry to Warden Mooresâs office. I stripped off my wool uniform coat instead, hung it over the back of my chair, and turned on the fan in the cornerâit was another hot one. Then I sat down and went over Brutus Howellâs night-sheet. There was nothing there to get alarmed about. Delacroix had wept briefly after turning inâhe did most nights, and more for himself than for the folks he had roasted alive, I am quite sureâand then had taken Mr. Jingles, the mouse, out of the cigar box he slept in. That had calmed Del, and he had slept like a baby the rest of the night. Mr. Jingles had most likely spent it on Delacroixâs stomach, with his tail curled over his paws, eyes unblinking. It was as if God had decided Delacroix needed a guardian angel, but had decreed in His wisdom that only a mouse would do for a rat like our homicidal friend from Louisiana. Not all that was in Brutalâs report, of course, but I had done enough night watches myself to fill in the stuff between the lines. There was a brief note about Coffey: âLaid awake, mostly quiet, may have cried some. I tried to get some talk started, but after a few grunted replies from Coffey, gave up. Paul or Harry may have better luck.â
âGetting the talk startedâ was at the center of our job, really. I didnât know it then, but looking back from the vantage point of this strange old age (I think all old ages seem strange to the folk who must endure them), I understand that it was, and why I didnât see it thenâit was too big, as central to our work as our respiration was to our lives. It wasnât important that the floaters be good at âgetting the talk started,â but it was vital for me and Harry and Brutal and Dean . . . and it was one reason why Percy Wetmore was such a disaster. The inmates hated him, the guards hated him . . . everyone hated him, presumably, except for his political connections, Percy himself, and maybe (but only maybe) his mother. He was like a dose of white arsenic sprinkled into a wedding cake, and I think I knew he spelled disaster from the start. He was an accident waiting to happen. As for the rest of us, we would have scoffed at the idea that we functioned most usefully not as the guards of the condemned but as their psychiatristsâpart of me still wants to scoff at that idea todayâbut we knew about getting the talk started . . . and without the talk, men facing Old Sparky had a nasty habit of going insane.
I made a note at the bottom of Brutalâs report to talk to John Coffeyâto try, at leastâand then passed on to a note from Curtis Anderson, the wardenâs chief assistant. It said that he, Anderson, expected a DOE order for Edward
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