held back my sigh. It was unavoidable, this part of the sentence. We were meant to draw people in, and men were particularly susceptible.
I looked down again without answering, hoping heâd take the hint. I hadnât chosen to sit at the back of the top floor because I felt like socializing.
âYou look stressed. You could probably use a party.â
I couldnât hold back my smirk. He had no idea. Unfortunately, he took that little smile as an invitation to continue.
He ran his hand through his hair, the modern-day equivalent of âGood day, miss,â and pointed at the books. âMy mom says the secret to making good baked stuff is to use a warm bowl. Not that Iâd know. I can hardly make cereal without burning it.â
His grin suggested that this was a little too true, and I was slightly charmed as he bashfully tucked a hand in his pocket.
It was a pity, really. I knew he meant no harm, and I didnât want to hurt his feelings. But I was about to resort to the rudest move I had and simply walk away when he pulled that same hand back out and extended it to me.
âIâm Akinli, by the way,â he said, waiting for me to respond. I gawked at him, not used to people pressing past my silence. âI know itâs weird.â Heâd misread my confusion. âFamily name. Kind of. It was a last name on my momâs side of the family.â
He kept his palm outstretched, waiting. Typically my response would be to flee. But there was something about this boy that seemed . . . different. Maybe it was how his lipslifted into a smile without him seeming to even think about it, or the way his voice rolled warmly out of him like clouds. I felt certain snubbing him would end up hurting my feelings more than his, that Iâd regret it.
Cautiously, as if I might break us both, I took his hand, hoping he wouldnât notice how cool my skin was.
âAnd you are?â he prompted.
I sighed, sure this would end the conversation despite my kindest intentions. I signed my name, and his eyes widened.
âOh, wow. So have you just been reading my lips this whole time?â
I shook my head.
âYou can hear?â
I nodded.
âBut you canât speak. . . . Umm, okay.â He started patting at his pockets as I tried to fight the dread creeping down my spine. Unlike Miaka and Elizabeth, I didnât find getting this close to humans exciting. It only meant I was in a realm where I might break the rules.
There werenât many rules, but they were absolute. Stay silent in the presence of others, until it was time to sing. When the time came to sing, do it without hesitation. When we werenât singing, do nothing to expose our secret.
âHere we go,â he announced, pulling out a pen. âI donât have any paper, so youâll have to write on my hand.â
I stared at his skin, debating. Which name should I use? The one on the driverâs license Miaka bought me online? The one Iâd used to rent our current beach house? The oneIâd used in the last town weâd stayed in? I had a hundred names to choose from.
Perhaps foolishly, I gave him my real one.
âKahlen?â he read off his skin.
I nodded.
âThatâs pretty. Nice to meet you.â
I gave him a thin smile, still uncomfortable. I didnât know how to do small talk.
âThatâs really cool that youâre going to a traditional school even though you use sign language. I thought I was brave just getting out of state.â He laughed at himself.
Even with how uneasy I was feeling, I admired his effort to keep the conversation going. It was more than most people would do in his situation. He pointed at the books again. âSo, uh, if you ever have that party and need some help with your cake, I swear I could get my act together long enough not to ruin everything.â
I raised one eyebrow at him.
âIâm serious!â He laughed like Iâd
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