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C HAPTER 8
I n the fall of 1952, Daddy announced that the house heâd built for us on Queens Road West was ready. The day we moved in, Mary got Mama settled in Daddyâs platform rocker in the den. âToo bad,â Mary said, âa new house and a new baby at the same time.â
âA lousy coincidence,â Mama said. She sat by the breezeway door, smoking and drinking coffee from a thermos, telling the movers where to put things. She took the cowbell from her cloth carryall of last-minute stuffâtoilet paper, bar soap, the magnets sheâd taken from the refrigeratorâand gave it to Mary to hang on the kitchen door.
Mary hung the bell, and the familiar jangle echoed through the empty rooms.
âNow itâs home,â Mama said.
The house was so big we didnât have enough stuff to fill itâfive bedrooms, three bathroomsâfour floors including a full attic, a basement, and a two-car garage with an efficiency apartment above it. Mama said sheâd have a good time shopping for new furniture after the baby was born. Her belly was huge and I thought sheâd fall over every time she stood. She wore nothing but tennis shoes or bedroom slippers on her swollen feet.
I commented on being way taller than Mama, so Mary measured me, making a pencil mark on the bathroom doorjamb. âFive foot seven,â she said, âand you not yet twelve. I sâpect you got even more growing to do.â That was fine with me. I liked looking down on Mama and Stell Ann. I wasnât crazy about having big feet, but Daddy pointed to his own size fourteens and said that came with the territory.
In the new house, I had a room to myself for the first time in my life, with a double bed I felt lost in. The walls were painted in what Mama called mauve rose, with a white quilted spread, floral print curtains, and a matching dust ruffle. Mama sold our beds with the apple headboards to a woman with triplet daughters.
âArenât they just the cutest things!â the woman said.
âMy husband designed them and his brother cut and painted them,â Mama told her.
âOh, no,â the woman said, âI mean your daughters. Theyâre just adorable.â
âOh.â
âSo why are you selling the beds?â
âThe oldestâs fourteen.â
âBut you might have another girl.â The woman looked at Mamaâs stomach.
âI certainly hope not. Check or cash?â
Sometimes I didnât want to hear what Mama said.
A week after we moved in, Mama began having labor pains while she and Mary were putting shelf paper in the pantry. Mama said the pains didnât amount to anything, but Mary convinced her to lie down, and they spent the afternoon in Mamaâs room. Stell and I could hear the mumble of their voices, their laughter, Mamaâs occasional moans.
Daddy woke Stell and me at three oâclock in the morning. âIâm taking your mother to the hospital. Change the sheets on our bed. Her water broke.â He said that as if we knew what it meant. âThis one wonât take long.â Daddy sounded excited. He wrapped Mama in a quilt and carried her to the car, the way fathers do in the movies.
Before noon we had a brother. The only thing Daddy told us when he called was that it was a boy, that his name was David William, he weighed over eight pounds, and he had a big head.
Immediately I went to the den and took the King James Bible off the bookshelf. Several years ago Stell had started recording our family history, beginning with our great-grandparentsâas many names and dates as she could piece together, including the death of Mamaâs sister, Hanna Eudora Bentley, in 1932. Then Mama and Daddy, their birth and wedding dates, and the birthdays of their children. I added David William Watts, born September 27, 1952 . Stell would frown when she saw my handwriting, but she didnât own the Bible.
Mama
Ruth Rendell
Xavier Neal
A Knight of Silence
Charles Freeman
Teresa Hill
Paulo Coelho
Édouard Levé
Marie Mason
Neve Maslakovic
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