cough from the background – sorry, Detective Sergeant Milligan.
‘Tell him if he’s here to arrest me, I surrender.’
She laughed in a way that he found reassuring. ‘It may not feel like it, Mr Saintclair, but your injuries are mostly superficial bruising. No broken ribs or internal injuries, thankfully. The blow to your head was the one we were worried about, but any concussion you have is mild.’
‘They gave you a right going-over,’ DS Milligan confirmed. ‘You were lucky.’ Jamie had a flash of his attacker’s face as he stood with the knife at the ready and silently agreed. He was lucky to be alive. Whoever had hit him from behind must have hauled the knife-man off before he could do any real damage, then allowed him to have a little fun just to even things up.
‘Why . . . ?’
‘That’s what we’re trying to find out, sir. I’m afraid the house is a bit of a shambles, although you won’t be worrying too much about that just now. This sort of thing often happens after the death of someone who lives alone. The crooks see the notice in the paper and reckon the house will be empty. We’ll have to ask you to check if anything is missing, but for the moment all we know is that they didn’t take any of the valuables that would normally be targeted by people like this. Very professional. No stone unturned, if you see what I mean, but it appears they were after something
specific
. You wouldn’t know what that might be? No Picassos stored at your granddad’s, given your profession and all? No little stashes of diamonds the taxman doesn’t know about? Not that it would be any business of mine.’
Jamie tried a smile, but it was too painful, and he had a feeling that shaking his head would be worse.
Milligan got the message and nodded sympathetically. ‘Well, if anything does come to mind . . .’ He asked for a description of the attacker, which Jamie gave him, and left.
Jamie asked the nurse to prop him up in a sitting position and he and Gail talked about his trip to Switzerland – postponed – and the other appointments she’d have to cancel. ‘I thought you might need this.’ Gail handed over his antiquated leather briefcase. When she had gone, he opened it and pulled out the journal.
It was only when he had it in his hands that he realized just how
specific
it was.
VII
THE BRITISH EXPEDITIONARY Force which landed in France lost thirty thousand men defending Dunkirk. Lieutenant Matthew Sinclair had come close to losing his sanity. Matthew recorded his landing on British soil in a flat, laconic single sentence that was followed by one of the now familiar gaps. The next entry revealed that, while Winston Churchill was exhorting his countrymen to fight on the beaches and the landing grounds, the journal’s author had been lying in a hospital bed not dissimilar to the one presently occupied by his grandson.
After a short leave spent with his parents in Kidderminster, in the summer of 1940 Matthew was posted back to his battalion at a bleak training camp somewhere in the Midlands. The 1st Royal Berkshires had ceased to exist as a fighting unit and all Lieutenant Sinclair’s energy was devoted to reforging it. It was exhausting work, with few opportunities for relaxation, but during that time something wonderful happened. Matthew Sinclair fell in love.
Now the journal transformed from a record of military life to the diary of a love affair. The girl’s name was never mentioned, but Matthew’s heart soared and his prose soared with it as he attempted to articulate the strength of first his attraction, then his affection and finally – and when he read some of the entries Jamie found himself blushing – their mutual passion.
The intensity of Matthew’s love grew so powerful that it was painful for Jamie to relive, and he had to skip over the next few entries. Then, at some point in the late spring of 1941, it vanished. What was more, it vanished in a flurry of violence, the ferocity
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