the same drive-in movie place, eating the same boring burgers at the only diner in town.â He closed his eyes, remembering. âNow...those are some of my happiest memories.â
âI grew up in New York City, went to college there, work there, and live there.â She inhaled deeply then exhaled. âItâs not often I get to enjoy the fresh air and peace and quiet of a perfect summer day all by myself.â
âYou must get away on vacations.â
She slid him a glance. âNope. Mom does best when she sticks to her routine, when sheâs surrounded by whatâs familiar. And I canât afford what round the clock care would cost on top of vacation expenses.â
Derrick rolled onto his side and pushed up onto his elbow. âIf you donât mind me asking, why does she need round the clock care?â
âNot care as much as supervision, assistance, and direction,â Kira clarified, without answering his question.
So he asked again. âWhy?â
âSevere traumatic brain injury and all that goes with it, memory loss, mood swings and unpredictable behavior. Sheâs ambulatory, but with assistance.â
âHowâd it happen?â
She bent one leg at the knee and started rocking it from side to side. âIâd agreed to babysit my cousin, but I had a huge test the next day. I was all stressed out. Mom said sheâd babysit in my place. She was attacked on her way home.â
My God. âHow long ago?â
âIâd just turned eighteen so twelve years ago.â
Which meant her mother was most likely as good as she was going to get recovery wise.
Kira blew out a breath. âIf itâs okay with you, can we not talk about my mother? Iâd like to go back to enjoying this beautiful day and pretending I donât have a care in the world.â
Derrick wanted to know more. âWhat about your father?â Why did care for her mother fall all on Kira?
She closed her eyes and turned away. âDad left when I was fourteen, Krissy was only ten. My mom was the most caring woman I knew. She looked out for everyone in the family, aunts, uncles and cousins included. If she could do something to help, she would.â Kira smiled. âOr sheâd send me.â She turned back and opened her eyes. âDad didnât like sharing her, but he put up with it until my grandmother had a stroke and Mom wanted to move her into our condo. Dad had a fit, said she belonged in a nursing home. Mom insisted, like she always did, âFamily takes care of family.â Dad issued an ultimatum. âItâs your mother or me.â Mom cried and pleaded, but in the end, Grandma had no one else, so Mom chose her.â Kira swatted at a fly thatâd landed on her forehead. âDad packed up and left that night.â
âThat sucks.â
Kira shrugged. âHe set up very generous college accounts for my sister and me, and had his attorney send a check every month until Krissy turned eighteen.â
âWhat about after your momâs injury?â
âNot a word, which was fine by me. I was eighteen, legal age to assume responsibility for my sister and my mother. We didnât need him.â
Derrick said the only thing he could think to say. âIâm sorry.â Sheâd been through so much at such a young age yet had managed to finish college and attend graduate school to earn not one but two mastersâ degrees, with no support and encouragement from loving parents, like heâd had. And while having to care for her mother and her sister. She was one strong, determined, and admirable woman.
âIâm sorry, too,â she said. âHe was a great dad up until he left. And my mom was a great mom. Even though sheâs still my mom sheâs not my mom like she used to be my mom...if that makes any sense.â
It made perfect sense. Derrick reached over, took Kiraâs hand into his and held
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