never did.â
âSo, just the two of you, all these years?â
âJust the two of us,â said Ivory. âNot that there arenât occasional gentlemen callers. I havenât led the life of a nun. But there wasnât anybody permanent.â She hesitated, âStill isnât, at least not really. So Travis and I had a pretty tight relationship. And frankly, lots of guys were chased away by how tight the two of us are. Men donât like playing second fiddle.â
Now or never, I thought. âSo, you two talked a lot? Confided in each other?â
âYou mean, did I know about Mrs. Plummer?â
I nodded. Ivory shrugged, âI didnât know much about her. I did notice that Travis seemed to look forward to his assignments driving for her.â
âDid you ever meet her?â
âNo. Travis would bring his lady friends to the bar occasionally, but he was private when he was seeing someone he shouldnât be seeingâlike a married woman.â
âAnd there were others?â
âThatâs what I read in the papers,â said Ivory matter-of-factly. âThe Limousine Lothario.â
âWhatâs your theory about that? About Travis getting involved with all those married women?â
âMy theory? You fish where the fish are. He met plenty of bored and neglected wives. Itâs not as if he grew up with a lot of evidence that marriage vows were all that sacred. Or permanent.â
âAnd he wasâ¦irresistible?â
Ivory smiled. âYou have a son?â
I nodded, âTwo.â
âThen you know how Iâd answer that. All mothers think their boys are irresistible. But, what I think isnât that important, is it? Itâs what all those women thought.â
I flashed on Travisâs careful reading of my discarded poetry book.
âHe pays a rare kind of attention to women,â I observed.
Ivoryâs mobile face went very still. âOf course,â she said, âhow could I forget? Youâve met Travis.â
More silence.
âYou want to know what I think?â I prodded.
âI guess I do.â
For an instant, I saw Travisâs hand again, darkened with the black-inked lines of poetry, opening in front of me. âIt was the oddest thing,â I said. âHe made me think about Rudolf Nureyev.â
Ivory smiled. âHe moves like a dancer,â she said. âElegant, very controlled.â
We sat without speaking for a long moment. âItâs not the best of circumstances, meeting someone at San Quentin,â I temporized.
âJust talk to me,â said Ivory. âI donât have much to lose at this point.â
âOkay,â I said. âHeâs charming, all right. Heâs smart, and frankly, that charm makes him a little scary. But what got me here was the way he talked about you.â
âWeâll need more than that,â Ivory said flatly. âDeath Row isfull of murderers who love their mothers.â
âI know,â I said. âBut there was something very unsentimental, respectful about the way he talks about you. Which makes all thisâ¦â
âWhat?â
âIâm sorry to ask you about this,â I began.
Ivory put down the towel and the glass and leaned on the bar. âDonât apologize. Ask anything you want. I donât give one flying fuck. All I care about right now is getting help for Travis, however I can.â
âOkay, what about the S&M business with Mrs. Plummer?â
âWe were close,â said Ivory, âbut Iâm his mother. Itâs not as if he ever talked about that stuff with me. But, I do know there was a dark side to Travis, and I canât say it surprises me.â
âDoesnât it bother you?â
âLook, I think what people do with each other sexually is their business. Iâve got my own little quirks and âshe broke off, and looked me up and down.
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