thoughtfully like Villanazul or drift like Dominguez who never touched ground, who always found a wind to take him somewhere. This suit which belonged to them, but which also owned them all. This suit that was â what? A parade.
âMartinez,â said Gomez. âYou going to sleep?â
âSure. Iâm just thinking.â
âWhat?â
âIf we ever get rich,â said Martinez, softly, âitâll be kind of sad. Then weâll all have suits. And there wonât be no more nights like tonight. Itâll break up the old gang. Itâll never be the same after that.â
The men lay thinking of what had just been said.
Gomez nodded, gently.
âYeah ⦠itâll never be the same ⦠after that.â
Martinez lay down on his blanket. In darkness, with the others, he faced the middle of the roof and the dummy, which was the centre of their lives.
And their eyes were bright, shining, and good to see in the dark as the neon lights from nearby buildings flicked on, flicked off, flicked on, flicked off, revealing and then vanishing, revealing and then vanishing, their wonderful white vanilla ice-cream summer suit.
Fever Dream
T HEY put him between fresh, clean, laundered sheets and there was always a newly squeezed glass of thick orange juice on the table under the dim pink lamp. All Charles had to do was call and Mom or Dad would stick their heads into his room to see how sick he was. The acoustics of the room were fine; you could hear the toilet gargling its porcelain throat of mornings, you could hear rain tap the roof or sly mice run in the secret walls, the canary singing in its cage downstairs. If you were very alert, sickness wasnât too bad.
He was fifteen, Charles was. It was mid September, with the land beginning to burn with autumn. He lay in the bed for three days before the terror overcame him.
His hand began to change. His right hand. He looked at it and it was hot and sweating there on the counterpane, alone. It fluttered, it moved a bit. Then it lay there, changing colour.
That afternoon the doctor came again and tapped his thin chest like a little drum. âHow are you?â asked the doctor, smiling. âI know, donât tell me: âMy cold is fine, Doctor, but I feel lousy!â Ha!â He laughed at his own oft-repeated joke.
Charles lay there and for him that terrible and ancient jest was becoming a reality. The joke fixed itself in his mind. His mind touched and drew away from it in a pale terror. The doctor did not know how cruel he was with his jokes! âDoctor,â whispered Charles, lying flat and colourless. âMy hand , it doesnât belong to me any more. This morning it changed into something else. I want you to change it back, Doctor, Doctor!â
The doctor showed his teeth and patted his hand. âIt looks fine to me, son. You just had a little fever dream.â
âBut it changed, Doctor, oh, Doctor,â cried Charles, pitifully holding up his pale wild hand. âIt did !â
The doctor winked. âIâll give you a pink pill for that.â He popped a tablet on to Charlesâs tongue. âSwallow!â
âWill it make my hand change back and become me , again?â
âYes, yes.â
The house was silent when the doctor drove off down the road in his carriage under the quiet, blue September sky. A clock ticked far below in the kitchen world. Charles lay looking at his hand.
It did not change back. It was still â something else.
The wind blew outside. Leaves fell against the cool window.
At four oâclock his other hand changed. It seemed almost to become a fever, a chemical, a virus. It pulsed and shifted, cell by cell. It beat like a warm heart. The fingernails turned blue and then red. It took about an hour for it to change and when it was finished, it looked just like any ordinary hand. But it was not ordinary. It no longer was him any more. He lay in a
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