in a little house somewhere, or settle a yearly stipend on you, but he just cast you out like a dog.
âSo I started searching for you. My stepmother reluctantly gave me the address of your employment agency, and Mrs. Routledge referred me to the Bond Street shop. But the proprietorâa smarmy little manâsaid youâd thought yourself too good to work as a shop girl, so heâd dismissed you and didnât know where youâd gone. I could see from his demeanor that he probably had made advances and been rebuffed.â
Régine stared down at her hands. âVery perceptive of you.â
âI continued my search all summer. I placed notices in The Times and several surrounding local newspapers.â
She looked up, surprised. âI never saw them.â
âI made inquiries among my fatherâs peers, but that proved fruitless.â
âMy first protector was a City businessman who didnât run in your exalted social circles.â
âDismayed with my lack of success, I returned to Oxford to complete my studies. But I never stopped thinking of you.â
His admission appeared to surprise her.
âI even hired a private inquiry agent to widen the search. It was as though youâd disappeared off the face of the earth.â
âActually, I did disappear for a time,â she said. âI retired to a cottage in a small Sussex village, posing as a virtuous young widow. I soon grew tired of the quiet, dull village life, especially when the vicar came courting.â She laughed, a rich, melodious tinkle. âThe vicar and the courtesanâ¦what would the good ladies of the parish think?â
Darius smiled. She truly wouldâve been a peacock among common barnyard fowl.
âI returned to London and acquired several more protectorsââ
These nameless, faceless men filing through her boudoir brought on a sudden hot surge of jealousy.
ââand then decided to seek my fortune in Paris.â
âMy inquiry agent finally picked up your trail and tracked you here.â
She cocked her head and studied him out of those great, luminous eyes. âSo youâve spent years looking for me, a woman you met only twice. Why?â
âBecause you haunted me,â he said quietly. âItâs like a form of madness that takes hold and wonât let go.â He told her about Oxford, his London townhouse and building his fortune. âI seem to have the Midas touch in that regard. But nothing could fill the emptiness.â
He tried to read her expression to see if his admission moved her, but she kept her feelings well hidden.
He smiled dryly. âEven other women couldnât cure me.â
She put her hand into her pocket. âNow that youâve found me, does my profligate life of sin and vice shock you?â
âIt only pains me because my father set you on this particular path.â
âTrue, but I chose to stay on it. Iâve made my own choices, some good and others regrettably foolish. I couldâve remained in that village, living the life of a respectable widow, and perhaps marrying the earnest young vicar after all.â
Darius burst out laughing. âPerish the thought!â His smile died. âYou werenât meant to wither away in some boring, sterile vicarage, Régine, dining on piety and good works. You deserve diamonds and champagne and nights at Maximâs. You deserve a man who cherishes you.â
âAnd who would that be, monsieur?âshe asked softly.
He grasped the back of the chair, feeling as tongue-tied as a schoolboy. âMe.â
She looked at him as though he had just asked her to join him in a hot air balloon ride to the moon. âYou canât be serious.â
He leaned forward. âOh, but I am.â
âMy, my, my, your lordship. What would your papa say to his son and heir possessing his former lover?â
His jaw tightened. âBlackwallâs
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