mattress.
She came into the room and sat down on the side of the bed, patting Derek gently on the shoulder. âItâs okay to get frustrated, old man. None of us would ever make big changes in our lives if we didnât get frustrated sometimes. We just have to turn that frustration into determination.â
âBut itâs so . . .â
âUnfair?â
âYes! Why canât Dad be the coach?â
âDerek, you know the answer to that question. Weâve talked about it a hundred times. Your dad wants very much to be your coach. Donât you think he feels bad about all of this?â
âIf he were the coach, Iâd be the shortstop for sure!â
âIf he were the coach, heâd do whatever he thought was best for the team, and of course for you. But heâs working very hard right now . . .â
âI know.â
â. . . teaching, and taking courses for his masterâs degree . . .â
âI know, butââ
âDerek, remember the other night, when we talked about your lifeâs dream?â
âUh-huh.â
âWell, your dad has a lifeâs dream tooâto help kids and teens get their lives back on track. I know heâs grateful and glad that youâve got a dream, and that youâre following it. He knows you canât go wrong shooting for your dream, as long as itâs a good one.â
Derek stayed silent, taking it all in. He felt bad because he knew heâd been acting selfishly. He knew he had probably hurt his dadâs feelings by what heâd said about him not being the coach. He wished now that heâd never said that, but he knew it was too late to take it back.
His mom must have been reading his mind, because she said, âItâs okay to feel however you feel, Derek. Itâs what we say and do that counts. I know, and your dad knows, that youâre going to figure all this out in a good way. Just stick to your big dream, and youâll find a way through all the little stuff.â
After kissing him on the forehead, she left the room, to give him time and space to work things out. One thing was for sureâfrom here on in, he was going to make extra sure he acted in a way to make both his parents proud.
He realized how proud he was of them, and how lucky he and Sharlee were. What was rule number one on the contract? âFamily comes first.â
His parents had met in Germany when they were both in the army, and they had fallen in love despite their different backgrounds. His father was raised by a single mother in Alabama, and he was determined to be the kind of father he never knew. Derekâs mother grew up in a close-knit New Jersey family, and together she and Derekâs father navigated a world that didnât exactly welcome interracial couples.
Derekâs problems suddenly didnât seem that big.
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âWe beat the Phillies 10â0!â Jeff whispered, loud enough for every kid in the back of the class to hear, but not quite loud enough to attract the attention of Ms. Wagner, who was explaining a math problem while writing on the blackboard.
Jeff had worn his Yankees uniform shirt to school that dayânumber 13, Derek noticed, green with envy. âThey had to call the mercy rule!â
âWhatâs the mercy rule?â Gary asked, clueless.
Derek tried to explain. âItâs when one team is beating the other so badââ
âTen runs or more,â Jeff interrupted.
âSo badly that they call off the rest of the game so the losers donât feel too crushed,â Derek finished.
âDoesnât sound too merciful to me,â Gary decided. âBesides, if you ask me, anyone who wastes their time on sports is already a loser.â
âAw, what do you know?â Jeff waved him off. âHowâd your team do, Derek? Did you win?â
âNah. We should have, but we blew it. We had
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