material of his cotton shirt.
He moaned his pleasure, and one of his hands of its own volition strolled downwards to grasp her ass and lower even, to the back of her leg, skin to skin below the mini skirt she wore and then back up again. He gripped her barely covered ass cheek in his hand, gently squeezing the flesh. He groaned again, and she pushed herself against his cock, getting closer. He was about to burst into flames. He had to stop this insanity, his mind told him, but he couldn’t resist this woman.
Ronnie was lost. This man haunted many of her dreams, but she never expected to see him again. When his hand began to massage and squeeze her ass, she was almost a goner. The ache she felt was like nothing she had ever felt before. It was insanity, she thought. She couldn’t think, couldn’t breathe. Then she was pushing him away.
“Stop. Please stop,” her voice was near panic as she turned her head away from him.
He felt the loss. Nikko pulled his hands away immediately and took a step back. Her hands were covering her face in shame, and he hated to see her like this. He slowly reached up to pull her hands away. In his mind, she had nothing to be ashamed of.
“Nikko, we can’t,” she whispered, looking into his eyes hoping to see understanding there.
“Why?” he asked, needing to hear the explanation but afraid of it at the same time. He knew what she was going through, but he could provide her support, comfort, and be by her side if she would let him. He waited for her answer.
“Nikko,” she sighed, knowing he wasn’t going to be put off. “I’m not in a place right now to start something.” When he started to shake his head, she went on. “Listen, we can’t do this. That’s it. Nikko, please don’t do that again, I just can’t. These charges, Gary, my mom, I just need to focus on this right now. I won’t have my head in the game, and it’s not fair to you or me. Please try to understand,” she asked, slipping her hands out of his. Especially because she knew she would just be another notch on his bedpost. With this man it would matter to her, she hated to admit to herself. When he remained mute staring down at her in confusion, she turned and got into the car.
Nikko knew she was facing a lot, but he also knew she didn’t have to face it alone. He wanted to help, to be there. He didn’t know why, but he felt it was the right thing to do. He knelt and touched her cheek. He could see tears forming there. He felt like such a jerk and didn’t want her to think he was all about sex, all about his baser needs. He knew she must going through a gamut of emotions and didn’t want to complicate things further for her, but he wanted her to know he would support her decision, for now.
“Ronnie. Please look at me.” When she looked at him, eyes shining, he lost a little bit of his heart and the words just came to him. “I’m sorry. I know you must be going through a roller coaster of emotions with what you’re facing. I shouldn’t have done that. But Ronnie,” he took her chin in his hand so she couldn’t look away. He wanted her to hear him, really hear him. “There is something between us. Ever since last summer, and you and I both know it. This something is definitely unfinished between us, and it needs to be.” When she started to shake her head to deny it, he used his thumb on her cheek to caress it, and added. “I’ll give you space. The last thing you need right now is some lecherous fool like me making advances every time you accidentally brush up against me, or vice versa. I want to help you get through this, Ronnie. I will help you if you’ll let me. Then, when we get your name cleared, and we will, then maybe we can see what this is between us, see what it really is. Okay?” His eyes searched hers looking for something.
What else could she say? The man was persistent. She doubted there would be a follow through, but right now more than anything, she just wanted to get
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