continued to embrace, and Rix felt his body respond with a weird mix of lust and protective responsibility. God, she felt good.
âI just want to help,â he said. âI want to be part of the family.â
âBe careful what you ask for,â Niko murmured. She rubbed his back and sighed into his ear, barely a whisper.
âWell, you seem quite healthy, Helena,â Dr. Silus Mundazo said from behind his clipboard. His head was shaved, his hands in latex gloves, his white lab coat clean and pressed. âSome indications of chronic stress, some weight gain in the upper bodyânothing to write home about. However, you do seem to be exhibiting an unusual pattern of brainwave activity in the frontal and temporal lobes, no doubt from the extensive rewiring youâve recently undergone.â
âCould this be debilitating in any way?â She felt uncomfortable in her clothes again after being probed and measured by cold instruments. She preferred to dress slowly in front of a full-length mirror and check each layer for proper fit, not throw her clothes on hastily while leaning against a chair in a drafty cubicle.
He shrugged. âHeaven only knows, Helena. We didnât have this case study in medical school. For what itâs worth, your partner exhibits much the same symptoms, along with elevated electrical activity throughout the cerebellum. His corpus callosum looks like a six-lane freeway.â
âHeâs a special case. Flying with Zak is like riding a roller coaster. One is filled with dread and promise at the same time.â Her button-up collar felt uncomfortable at her neck and her bra strap pressed awkwardly into her back. She wondered if she had twisted it while dressing.
âAny feelings of nausea, weightlessness, or stomach trouble after you unplug?â
âNo.â
âAny dissociative thoughts? Any voices?â
âNo.â
âAnd how do you feel about him emotionally?â
âEmotionally?â
âSharing your thoughts, sharing your intimate secrets, that sort of thing.â Silus Mundazo held his pen poised over his clipboard. His eyes stayed downcast.
Helena felt a wave of embarrassment and bristled in defence. âZak and I have a business relationship, Silus. Weâre not sharing secrets. Weâre working.â
Dr. Mundazo looked up, tilted his head slightly to the right. âThe young hacker and the wealthy heiress?â
âOh, spare me the innuendo.â
âAre you having sex with him?â
âCertainly not. Good heavens, I canât believe that question is even relevant.â
He pointed his pen at his clipboard, holding it up for her view. âItâs under psychiatric profile.â
âAre you studying to be a shrink at night school, Doctor?â
âLet me remind you of your history in the area.â
âOf course I have a history, Silus. Iâve been having sex for seventy years.â
âWith younger men, I mean.â
âThey perform better.â
âWhat?â
âYou heard me.â
âFine. Duly noted.â He dropped his clipboard to his side. âI have grave concerns about your situation, Helena.â
âThatâs your job.â
âI must caution you professionally, as a physician and friend.â
âGo ahead, but I need Zak to get to the Source. I canât do it on my own.â
Silus Mundazo sighed with a show of exasperation. âThe side effects of this new synchronous wetware could be significant. You should be under close observation, not heading off into hyperspace with a known criminal. As you know, I am on record as being against the whole procedure. Well, the surgeons have come and done their white magic, and now gone back to their dolphins and baboons. I am left to shoulder the responsibility for a human guinea pig, and I donât like it.â
âIâm sorry you feel that way, Silus, because Iâm leaving you
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