programs.â
While she should have been prepared, his words knocked the breath out of her. She reached for Joshâs arm, and he jumped from the chair, opening a hollow space in her chest.
âSorry. I need to go. I have to get some air. Maybe Iâll swing by for the movie Friday night.â
Tessa couldnât remember the last time Josh hadnât shown up on Friday night to help her show the weekly feature. âWait. Iâm done for the night. Iâll walk down with you.â
Josh held the door for her, tension radiating from him. When they got downstairs to the main door, she asked, âWill you consider what I said about your father making amends?â
He turned on her, his mouth drawn in a grim line. âNo more questions. All I know is that I donât need any drunks in my life.â
* * *
Tessa scrubbed the grout between the tiles surrounding the bathtub at the garage apartment as if her life depended on it being sparkling white. Josh hadnât stopped by the Majestic for the Friday or Saturday evening shows or the Sunday matinee. Nor had he sat with her and her grandmother at Sunday morning church service as he often did. In fact, if he was at church at all, he must have sat in the back and left before she and Grandma made it up the aisle.
But thatâs what she wanted, wasnât it, to be less dependent on Joshâs friendship? His avoidance could be Godâs way of weaning her, which was why she hadnât contacted him since sheâd seen him last Monday. But that didnât mean he wasnât on her mind. Constantly. Sunday evening on her way home from work, sheâd checked the apartment to see if heâd been there. He was supposed to be moved in, except theyâd never finished the cleaning. Sheâd found new boxes on the living room floor, air fresheners plugged in a few of the electrical sockets and the carpeting no longer had the muddy look the several yearsâ accumulation of dust had given it.
She sprayed more cleaner on the wall. So what had she done? Instead of texting or calling Josh to get together to finish the cleaning, sheâd come over to the apartment late the past three afternoons and cleaned, thinking Josh might stop in after work. Pitiful . She needed to get a life, which was what sheâd been trying to do with the Majestic renovations, and redirect her relationship with Josh to a working one. She didnât need the grief of getting in the middle of him and his father. Josh needed to work that out himself.
The click of the apartment door opening made her drop the scrub brush in the tub. It landed with a thud that echoed through the apartment. The only people who had keys besides her were her grandmother and Josh, and Josh would be at work.
âHello, what brings you up here?â she called to her grandmother, rising and walking to the doorway to the main room.
Josh and Claire Delacroix stood by the entry door. âI didnât expect you to be here,â he said.
âWhy arenât you at work?â she blurted. And why is Claire with you? âI mean, I thought Iâd finish the cleaning.â She dug the toe of her sneaker into the corner of the doorjamb. As of last Thursday, the apartment was his. She was the one who didnât belong here.
âI appreciate it, but I was caught up at work for the moment, so took off a couple of hours this afternoon to move. I didnât get it all done over the weekend.â
Right, because the only time you had was the hours I was working and you knew you wouldnât run in to me.
âI can finish. Youâve got better things to do than clean my apartment,â he said.
Of course he could finishâhim and Claire . âSure, Iâll get my stuff. Thereâs not much left to do.â She went back into the bathroom. What was with her? She never got tongue-tied and uneasy with Josh. Nor did she pay particular attention to who he was seeing,
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