would feel a lot better once the baby was actually born. Because although it was true that women had been having babies since the beginning of time, it was also true that even with all of the progress in modern medicine, there were still occasions when things went wrong. And although Paige knew it was both silly and futile, she crossed her fingers under the table, hoping that nothing would go wrong for Megan or her baby.
âYeah,â Zach finally responded to her comment. âItâs hard enough to think about how differently things could have turned out fourteen months after the fact. I canât imagine what sheâand youâwent through at the time.â
âOlivia was a trooper throughout the whole thing,â she told him. âBut when they finally pulled the baby out, we both cried right along with Emma.â
âThank you,â Zach said softly.
Paige looked over at him, surprised. âFor what?â
âFor telling me,â he said. âBut especially for being there, for Olivia and Emma.â
âIt was my pleasureâand an absolute thrill to hold Emma in my arms when she was only minutes old.â She glanced at Zach again and felt an unexpected twinge of guilt, as if sheâd stolen an experience that should have been his. But then she remembered the point sheâd made earlierâthat even if he had known about Oliviaâs pregnancy and wanted to be there for the birth, things might not have played out any differently.
Except that there would have been no question about the babyâs custody when Olivia died. Or maybe the accident never would have happened, because Olivia wouldnât have driven to New Jersey to tell Zach about the baby because he wouldalready have known. But it was pointless to play âwhat ifâ at this stage. All they could do now was move forward, even if neither of them knew exactly what direction was forward.
Emma wriggled, trying to get out of the high chair, just wanting to move. Cubes of Jell-O were scattered on the tray and on the floor, but clearly sheâd had enough of her snack and was ready to escape her confinement. Paige glanced at her watch and frowned. âI canât keep her here all night.â
âI couldââ Zach began, then snapped his jaw shut.
She sighed. âI know Iâm being unreasonable. I just canât seem to stop myself.â
âAnd I donât know what to say or do to reassure you that Iâm not going to disappear with her.â
Paige put her empty cup on the tray beside his. She didnât know if it was the eagerness with which heâd listened to the story of Emmaâs birth or the attentiveness sheâd observed in his interaction with the child, but she decided that it was timeâmaybe past timeâto give him the benefit of the doubt. âWould you trust me with your Jeep?â she asked him.
His brows rose. âIs there any reason I shouldnât?â
She responded by digging her car keys out of her purse. âLeave me yours and you can have mine to take Emma back to my place. Itâs easier than trying to move her car seat,â she explained, then couldnât resist adding, âThat and I have antitheft tracking, so if you take off with the baby, the cops wonât have any trouble finding you.â
âThanks for the vote of confidence,â he said drily, as he unhooked the tray from the high chair.
Desperate for freedom, Emma flung herself forward. Paige had a flash of panic as she remembered that she hadnât fastened the grimy safety strap around the little girlâs waist, but Zachâobviously having anticipated the moveâblocked her easily with a hand.
Emma frowned and opened her mouth to protest, but before she could make a sound, Zach had deftly plucked herfrom the seat and set her on her feet. She looked up at him, grateful but still wary, and took a few tottering steps toward
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