background.
âElla hasnât shown up.â
âWhat do you mean, Ella hasnât shown up?â Ella always shows up.
âIâve been waiting for ages.â
Norah brushes past Fay, picks up her trumpet case and heads to the door.
âIs Mr Mann there? Can he watch you until I get to you?â
âYes, but come quick.â
âGood. Iâll be there as soon as I can.â
Another pause. Another sniff. âMummy?â
âYes my darling?â
âIs she there?â
Fayâs chest tightens.
âThe woman from this morning?â
The surge of nausea comes back. Willaâs seen her?Fay grips the edge of the table. Adam. He must have seen Norah too. And he let her stay â then went to work like any old Friday?
God, Norahâs been here for hours.
âElla said she was no one. She said not to talk to her, but ââ
Fay takes a breath. âYes,â she says. âSheâs still here. I canât talk now, Willa. Just stay where you are. Iâll be with you in a minute.â
âCan the No One Woman come with you?â
Fay pauses. So itâs started. Norahâs only been back a few hours and already Willaâs slipping away. Her whole life is slipping away.
Norah
It feels like theyâre sitting in a truck: six seats, two screens for watching DVDs in the back, a boot big enough for a weekâs worth of luggage â and Louis.
âIs this Adamâs car?â Norah asks.
Fay grinds the gears. âItâs the family car.â
âItâs big,â Norah says, looking around.
âItâs safe,â Fay replies.
âSafe. Right.â
âAnd itâs good for holidays,â says Fay. âItâs easier to drive.â
Itâs what you choose a godmother for, isnât it? To step in when thereâs a family crisis. When a mum disappears. Norah had told Adam to let Fay help â she should feel grateful.
âSo you help Adam out?â
âWhat?â
âYou help him look after the girls? The school run, that kind of thing?â
âYou could say that.â
âThank you.â Norah feels the hollowness of her words. You say thank you when someone picks up your shopping, not when they look after your family for six years. âIâm glad theyâve had you, Fay.â
âHave.â
âSorry?â
âThey
have
me. Iâm still here.â
âRight. Yes.â Was there really a time when they could talk through the night, finishing each otherâs sentences? Norah feels like sheâs talking to a stranger.
âIt must have been hard,â Norah says. âFor all of you.â
Fay turns the car into Holdingwell High Street. She doesnât answer.
âIâve missed you,â Norah says.
Fay shakes her head.
âWhat?â
âYou canât do this.â
âI only said I missed you.â
Fay shifts gear.
Norah has to take it slowly, give them time to adjust. She looks out at the town. Like a time warp, she thinks. A few more shops, maybe: a Costa, a Tesco Express, three mobile phone stores. But otherwise, nothingâs changed.
âSo how have you been?â
Fay shrugs.
She looks at Fayâs ring finger. Sheâd often wondered whether her best friend had got married. Fay had always insisted she didnât want kids; she said she spent enough of her time looking after other peopleâs children at the hospital. But a nice man to love her, to make her feel like she mattered â that wouldnât be so bad, sheâd said. But sheâd never found anyone who lasted: they were all too much like her, sensible surgeons, lawyers, accountants all obsessed with their work. On the rare occasion that Fay had brought a date to the house for supper, Norah grilled him, letting him know that she wouldnât let just anybody get into bed with her best friend. Adam would sit there, hunched over his beer,
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