waved his tail to beckon Alderpaw. Oh, StarClan! It is about me, Alderpaw thought. Exchanging a glance with his sister, he swallowed and headed toward his Clan leader.
âI know youâve been working hard as an apprentice,â Bramblestar began as Alderpaw joined him. His voice and his eyes were kind. âIâm really proud of all youâve learned. But sometimes a cat can find himself halfway down the wrong path.â
Alderpaw blinked at his father. âI donât understand.â
Bramblestarâs eyes softened. âIt appears that you now have a new destiny: youâre going to be a medicine-cat apprentice.â
Alderpaw gaped. âWhat?â He had expected to be punished for his failure, but never that he would be taken away from Molewhisker altogether. âIâm not going to be a warrior anymore?â
Bramblestar nodded to the two medicine cats. âLeafpool and Jayfeather saw your new destiny in a vision.â
âBut I canât !â Alderpaw had never in his wildest imaginings thought of being a medicine cat. Iâd be even more useless at that!
Besides, he couldnât really believe in this vision. Surely it was just an excuse so that Bramblestar could protect his feelings. Leafpool and Jayfeather donât need another medicine cat, he thought. He was so horrified and humiliated that he wanted to flee from the camp and run and run until he was far away from any cat who knew about his failure.
âPlease,â he begged. âI promise Iâll do better. Iâll listen to Molewhisker and try really hard!â
âI know youâve already been trying hard,â Molewhisker told him sympathetically. âIâm not angry with you.â
Leafpool took a step forward. âThis isnât a punishment,â she explained. âJayfeather and I asked Bramblestar for this.â
âThey said they believe youâll be able to talk with StarClan,â Bramblestar put in.
Alderpaw began to realize that his Clan leader, his father , wouldnât lie to him. But he was still doubtful. I canât think whatâs given Leafpool and Jayfeather the idea that I can speak to StarClan. âIsnât there anything I can do to make you change your mind?â he asked desperately.
Bramblestar shook his head. âIt has nothing to do with me ,â he replied. âIt is the will of StarClan. This is what you are meant to do.â
Realizing it would do no good to keep on arguing, Alderpaw took a deep breath. âOkay,â he sighed. When Bramblestar dismissed him with a nod, he staggered back to where Sparkpaw was still eating, and stared blankly at the remains of the thrush. Iâm not hungry anymore.
âWhat did Bramblestar and Molewhisker want to tell you?â Sparkpaw asked curiously.
âThey said . . .â Alderpawâs voice was trembling; he took a breath and started again. âThey said I have to be a medicine-cat apprentice.â
Sparkpawâs eyes stretched wide with amazement. âThatâs great!â she exclaimed. âMedicine cats are really important.â Then she seemed to realize how unhappy Alderpaw was feeling and added more sympathetically, âBut it doesnât seem like itâs as much fun to be a medicine cat as it is to be a regular warrior. All those icky herbs!â She blinked thoughtfully for amoment. âMaybe thatâs why youâre so bad at huntingâyouâre meant to be a medicine cat.â
Alderpaw felt as if he wanted to retch up every piece of prey he had ever eaten. Iâm sure thatâs why they want me to be a medicine cat: not because Iâm special and important, but because Iâm no good as a warrior apprentice.
He swallowed hard, feeling as if there were a tight knot in his chest. Well, Iâll just show them! Iâm going to be the best medicine-cat apprentice I can be, he resolved. Iâll try really hard, and make
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