symphony rehearses, then fine, but have the common decency to call first and let me know.â
âAll right,â she agreed, then headed for her room. She hesitated just before she rounded the comer leading to the hallway. âSean?â
âYes?â he barked.
âIâm sorry.â
His lips tightened, but he said nothing more.
* * *
By the time Hilary was up and around the next morning, Sean had already left for work. She didnât know how much sleep heâd managed to catch, and felt guilty about that, although she never suspected heâd be so worried about her. It never occurred to her to let him know, although in hindsight she probably should have.
When she arrived home from the music store early that evening, Sean was sitting in the living room reading the newspaper. His hair was wet as though he was fresh from the shower. He didnât acknowledge her when she came in the door, but she was certain he was aware of her standing there.
âHello,â she said tentatively, keeping her voice light and breezy. âHow was your day?â
âGood.â He didnât lower the newspaper, nor did he seem to be in the mood for conversation. Hilary could appreciate thatâsheâd had one of those days herself. At least, that was what she told herself. After sheâd changed clothes, she moved into the kitchen, taking a cold bottle of spring water from the refrigerator shelf.
When he heard her, Sean set aside the paper and came into the kitchen. He glared at her before speaking. âThe timeâs come for us to clear the air here once and for all.â
âAll right,â she agreed calmly, although her heart was racing.
âI donât want you to misinterpret what happened.â
âWhen you kissed me?â Her eyes didnât leave his while she sipped the cool, refreshing water.
âNo,â he said, and smiled fiercely. âIâm talking about last night.â
âAhâ¦and how would I misinterpret that?â She wasnât being facetious, only curious. âYou were upset. Understandably soâ¦and I really should have let you know I was going to be late.â
âI realize you donât owe me any explanations,â he said. The intense quality hadnât left his eyes.
âI know, but if you were planning to be out until all hours of the morning, Iâd want you to tell me out of common courtesy.â She took another sip of her bottled water, savoring the coolness in her throat.
Sean was frowning again as if he was surprised by her response. It was almost as if he thought she intended to argue with him.
âIâm playing poker with the guys tonight.â
âHere?â She remembered what a disaster the last time had been.
âNo, weâre headed for Daveâs. His father-in-lawâll be playing with us.â Sean stuffed his hands into his pockets and eyed Hilary. Something about his abruptness gave her the impression he needed to do something with his hands in order to avoid reaching for her. It was a heady thought, and one she dared not cultivate. Then, too, it might have been wishful thinking, because she so desperately wanted him to hold her.
âEnjoy yourself,â she said, meaning it.
âIâm sure I will.â
He left a few moments later, and it seemed all her joy went with him. She understood Seanâs hesitation when it came to the physical aspect of their relationship. She felt it herself. It was dangerous living together the way they did, sharing the small intimacies of life. Theyâd only been together a short while, but already Hilary couldnât imagine what it would be like without Sean. Sheâd better get used to it, though, she told herself. When the Greers returned in another three weeks, heâd be gone and sheâd be alone.
* * *
Sean wasnât sleeping well. For three nights in a row heâd tossed and turned, until the bedding was in
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