array of silver baffled; challenged, and angered him all at once, and with what pain and forbearance he got through, always managing to be a little behind the others.
âIâm sorry,â he nodded. âOnlyââ
âI wonder if the newspaper isnât a curse rather than a benefit. After all, what pleasure is there in knowing the misery of the world scarcely an hour after you awaken?â
âVery little, I suppose,â he admitted, folding the paper and returning to the fruit.
âIs it the anarchists?â she asked him.
âYes.â And added after a moment, âTheyâre going to die today. Theyâre going to be hanged.â
She watched him as he ate. Actually, she knew more of him than he thought, than most of his friends thought. She knew about things inside of him, and when they came up, over the improving surface of the jurist, she took her standânot entirely with selfishness, but with a fondness which recognized, as so few did, that there was fire inside that had never been allowed to burn.
âItâs so long since theyâve been sentencedâover a year.â
âAbout sixteen months.â
âAnd theyâve had every chance,â she said carefully. âI think people are just tired of hearing about the anarchists. I think people are tired of talking about them.â
âAre they?â
âI think they are,â she said, still carefully. âWith all youâve said, Peter, I think theyâve had a fair trial.â
âI donât,â he said.
âYou change your opinion,â she smiled. âIâve heard you say that it was a very fair trial, an exceptionally fair trial. Are those your words?â
âYes.â
âAnd every chance for appeal?â
âYes.â
âBut you change your opinion?â
The maid came in with the hotcakes. âDraw the blinds, please,â Mrs. Altgeld said, âand let in the sun.â When she had gone, the Judge said:
âYes, I change my opinion, Emma. I donât think thatâs anything to be ashamed of. Too many people never change. I admit I change hard, but sometimes I change.â
âBut theyâre anarchists.â
âOr socialists, or communists. Iâm not sure I know what they are. I donât see that it matters a lot.â
âNo. And at least weâll be able to sleep without worrying about bombsââ
âEmma!â
She knew signs of anger in him. She helped him to honey, and he began to eat the hotcakes. âTheyâre good?â she asked.
âVery good. Iâm going to get fat, too. Emma, look here. In this damned paperââ
âI donât like you to swear,â she said.
âI know. I shouldnât swear. Especially at breakfast, I shouldnât swear. I know and Iâm sorry. But look here, in the paper it says: â⦠honest citizens can draw a deep breath and sleep soundly in their beds â¦â The same words. I donât like it when people begin to talk like sheep. Some of us should think.â
âAre you calling me a sheep?â
âNo, no, no. But what were they tried forâfor being anarchists, or communists, or socialists? No! For throwing the bomb. For over a year weâve been crazy on this subject of bombs. But thereâs no evidence to convict them.â
At that moment, she brought it up. She was not going to bring it up, not going to mention it. It was ammunition that lay in her lap, ready to fire both ways; he knew it, yet she brought it up. An appeal for clemency for these men who were going to die had been signed by sixty thousand citizens of Chicago, some of them very prominent men. Yet John Peter Altgeldâs name was missing. She said, casually, âThen why didnât you sign the petition? Goudy signed it. Brown signed it. But you didnât.â
âI didnât,â he admitted.
âWould you sign
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