to crowd all his life into a brief span. Ila, three years younger, had always felt closer to him than to any of her friends. She herself had a reputation for daringâfast driving, staying out all night, smoking cigars in restaurantsâthe kinds of things that would get back to her father and vex him; but Ila was always aware of a kinship with Stipa, for all his external conservatism, and she suspected that in his thoughts he might be more adventurous than she. At any rate, she was certain he understood her as no one else did.
That warm night, rich with the scent of lilacs, Stipa seemed so merrily sad. Heâd been drinking, sheâd had a few furtive sips herself. âLetâs leave these boring people to themselves,â he said, taking her hand and walking with her through the night filled with fish flies, galaxies of them clustered around the lights on the walk. Heâd brought some marijuana to the party and they smoked in the boathouse, looking at the darting silhouettes of fish in the luminous rectangle of water where their father had once kept a speedboat: dark shapes emerged, disappeared, random motions formed momentary patterns. âMaybe we could go for a swim,â Stipa suggested after a long silence. She looked at his white shirt turned blue in the dark. She was already unbuttoning her blouse before heâd even asked her, it seemed. She laughed at the way time had bent. âWhat is it?â he asked. âWhy are you laughing?â âI donât know. Tell me a joke.â
They entered the water in the enclosed space of the boat house, then swam out into the chilly lake. Fragments of music from the party were suddenly close to them, then only faint murmurs drifting over the dark, bobbing surface of the lake. Every star in the heavens was visible above them. There was a sense of daring in the night air and when they came back to the boathouse, they wrapped themselves in musty tarpaulin boat covers that they used like blankets and they smoked some more, listening to the water lap against the wood, watching its faint, swimming light move across the walls. âYouâre a very attractive woman,â Stipa told her. The sweet scent of marijuana was everywhere, blending with the fishy smell of the water, the tarpaulin, the faint tang of creosote. The cover had slipped off Stipaâs shoulder and his skin glowed palely in the reflected light of the water. âI wonder,â he said, âmay I touch your breast in a brotherly way?â She laughed. âIn a brotherly way? Of course.â He pulled down the tarpaulin and she felt his fingers gently, delicately move over her still-wet skin and even before he asked, with a voice not entirely under control, âCan I kiss you there in a brotherly way?â she was ready to answer yes, of course, please; but just at that moment the two of them heard voices calling âStipa, Stipa, where are you? The partyâs just getting started.â Without any words between them she and Stipa dressed quicklyâshe remembers them handing each other articles of clothing, a wonderfully intimate actâand soon they were back among the partygoers; but many times when she hasnât been able to sleep, Ila has wondered how that uncompleted story would have ended had it had time to move to its conclusion. It was one more thing taken away in the Thirteen Days.
Ila looks at the woman across from her, who smiles distantly, as if sheâs listening to something Stipa is telling her from the other side. She nods. âHeâs at peace. He knows you remember him.â
Ila is flooded with joy. And yet, at the same time, she wants more, she isnât content just to explore the past. She came here because sheâs certain something is happening, something is going to happen here, in this town in the host country. âIs there someone else?â she asks the woman. âIs there another man? Now?â
âYes,â
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