hollowed out. âIâm not even a licensed Realtor.â Yet. She steeled herself against the thought, one which had nagged her for the past few years, since the moment Les had urged her to get her Realtorâs license. âIâm an office assistant. For now.â She wasnât sure why she kept going except that she needed to do something with her mouth that didnât involve kissing him, and rambling seemed like the only thing she could come up with. âAs soon as I settle everything with my grandfatherâs estate, Iâm out of here. Iâve got a stack of resumes ready to send out to the Dallas Herald, the Houston Chronicle, and a dozen other publications. Everything from a few Texas travel magazines to a local Hill Country tabloid.â âSo you still want to be a journalist?â âAn investigative reporter.â She shrugged. âAt least thatâs what Iâm hoping for eventually. Right now, Iâll settle for compiling traffic reports or doing human interestâanything to get my foot in the door. Iâm doing a few stories here and there for the Rebel Yell, but nothing big. Just enough to keep my feet wet for now.â âI figured you would have taken off after that dream a long time ago.â She remembered how excited sheâd been those months leading up to graduation. How hopeful because sheâd gotten into one of the best journalism schools in the country. Her hope had died that night as sheâd stood in the ER, listening to the doctor deliver the bad news that both her parents had passed away shortly after arriving at the trauma unit. She blinked against the sudden burning behind her eyes and shrugged. âLife doesnât always work out the way we want.â âTell me about it,â he murmured and she noted the weariness around his own eyes. Something twisted in her chest. âI heard about your grandfather. Howâs he doing?â âHeâs hanging in there.â He stiffened, as if fighting some internal battle. âIâm sure heâll be back on his feet in no time.â âBut I thought he had Alzheimerâs?â âHe does, but he still has good days left. A lot of them.â His gaze locked with hers and she saw the glimmer of desperate hope, as if he was still holding on to the idea that everything could be okay. That it would be okay. She recognized the look because sheâd told herself the same thing as sheâd waited in the ER for news of her parents. Everything would be okay. Life would go on. Dreams would be achieved. âWhen heâs on his feet again and the ranch is in a better position, then Iâll hit the circuit again. I landed a new sponsor for this next tour. A big one.â âThatâs great.â âThey just delivered the contracts a few days ago. Once I sign Iâll be their spokesperson for the next five years.â âSo Iâm guessing youâre just home temporarily.â He nodded and she felt a strange whisper of regret. A crazy reaction because it made little difference if he stuck around. Sheâd be long gone from Rebel just as soon as she figured a way out of the tax debt. âItâs good that youâre going back. It would be a shame to give up after that last ride.â âYou saw the Vegas run?â A smile tugged at her lips. âI may have been flipping channels and caught a glimpse of the finals on ESPN.â She didnât mean to tell him, but the glimmer that lit his eyes prompted her to keep talking. âYou were really great.â His mouth didnât just hint at a grin in that next instant. Instead, she got the real thing as his sensuous lips crooked at the corner. His blue eyes twinkled and her heart stalled. âSounds like you caught more than just a glimpse.â âEnough to know that you deserved that buckle.â And that heâd done not one victory lap around the