It seems to belong to this dimension more than our own. âShall we?â
âI want to say goodbye to Paul. This Paul.â
âYou get so sentimental about the duplicates,â Conley says, shaking his head. âBut I wonât tease you about it. My other self is just as bad.â
Thatâs definitely not the vibe Iâve gotten from our worldâs Conley, but whatever. âBesides, you need to give that order protecting my parents. From the âwitchcraftâ mobs. Right?â
âOh, right! You got it.â He thumps the side of his head, like Duh . âIâll talk to Her Holiness right away. Pope Martha the Third. Rumor has it she puts our Borgias to shame.â As he begins to walk away, Conley adds, âListen, someday, when youâre on board with this and weâve been workingtogether for a while, you and I will look back on this and laugh.â
I donât dignify that with an answer. Instead, I wait for him to leave, and then search for Father Paul.
As I guessed, heâs been waiting. Paul kneels in a small room off to the side that turns out to be a private chapel. A mural of Jesus raising Lazarus covers one wall, perspective wonky and faces stylizedâthe art, too, looks older than the Renaissance. They havenât rediscovered the techniques of the ancient world yet; this civilization is still crawling away from the Dark Ages. Light flickers from a handful of tallow candles in iron stands. PaulâFather Paulâis praying, but when I walk in he quickly murmurs something in Latin, crosses himself, and turns his face to me. âIs everything well? The cardinal will take care of your family?â
âI hope so.â This chapel has no pews, only kneelers. So I go to my knees beside him; itâs the only way to be close enough.
Paul glances at the doorway, no doubt worried weâll be seen. âYou could claim sanctuary here. The sisters would keep you safe until your parents fall under the cardinalâs protection.â
Nuns? Iâll be spending the night in a convent? This worldâs Marguerite doesnât get to have nearly enough fun.
Sheâll be near her Paul, though. Thatâs enough. All I want now is to be back with mine.
I bring my hand to Paulâs face and brush my fingers along his cheek. He draws in a sharp breath. Have they evenkissed? Paul tentatively covers my hand with his, so that Iâm cradling the side of his face. If I were to kiss him right now, he wouldnât resist. Heâd kiss me back so passionately thatâwell, this chapel might be deconsecrated.
But I stole the Grand Duchess Margueriteâs first and only night with Lieutenant Markov. I wonât steal any more firsts with Paul. Each me should get to experience that moment.
âEverythingâs going to be all right,â I say, to myself as much as to him. âYou and Iâweâll figure it out.â
âOurs is not an easy path.â
Paulâs old-fashioned, elegant phrasing reminds me of Lieutenant Markov, which reminds me of falling in love with Paul in the first place, and now I canât take it anymore. I have to go home; the journey to save my Paul has to begin.
âThe path isnât easy,â I tell him. âBut weâre walking it together.â
Itâs true in every world, everywhere. I have to believe that.
I take hold of my Firebird and Paulâsâthe two of them around my neck, one of them carrying a splinter of Paulâs soulâand leap back home.
I fully expected my parents to freak out about what Wyatt Conley had done and the bargain weâd struck. What I didnât expect is that they would flat-out refuse to let me go.
âDadââ I pull my hair back with both hands, trying to calm myself. âYou know we donât have any other choice.â
âWe donât know that,â Dad insists. âWe have to at leasttry to get Paul out of this
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