several IVs. You need to know, she wonât look like herself. Sheâs got an incision on her head, and sheâs pretty bruised up.â
It was as if my mind shut down, because I didnât hear a thing she said after that. She finished talking, and I shook her hand. As Dr. Pemblee turned to leave, Tara slipped from my grip and fell on her knees in front of me. From somewhere deep within Tara a primal wail erupted, racking her body with sobs. Once again, I wrapped my arms around her. I pulled her close and buried my face in her hair as I wept too.
âWe have to plan a funeral . . . Iâve never planned a funeral,â she said between gasps of air. I tightened my arms around my wife in an effort to comfort her, but it didnât help. She turned her crying for Taylor into crying out to the only One who could save her. âGod, please, You have to do something. You have to save her!â Tara begged over and over again.
Soon, her pain turned to anger, and without realizing it she started to pound her fists into my thighs. âThis is not happening; we are not losing Taylor. Weâre not planning a funeral!â
Tara was quickly falling apart. I grabbed her by the shoulders and gently shook her until she looked up at me. Her dark hair was matted to her tearstained face. âWe can do this,â I said, looking into her red, swollen eyes. âIâm here. Iâve got it. Iâm going to be your rock.â
This was the worst thing either of us had been through in our lives, and I was terrified to learn how it would turn out. I already knew I was losing my daughter. Now I feared I was also losing my wife. It broke my heart to see the woman I dearly loved in so much pain. âWeâre going to get through this,â I repeated again and again, with as much resolve as I could. But I knew it wouldnât be okay. There was nothing I could do to fix it. Please, God, Youâve got to heal Taylor , I prayed.
After Tara quieted down, I helped her walk from the conference room back to our spot on the loveseat in the lobby. She was stillshaking from the icy cold that only she could feel. After she was settled, I walked across the lobby, but I kept my eye on her while I called Matt Sunshine. Matt and Beth were our best friends. For the past thirteen years, weâd taken almost every vacation togetherâexcept this one. The Sunshines were vacationing in England and were scheduled to leave for France in a few hours. With the time difference, I knew I would wake Matt up, but I also knew he would want me to.
âWe can leave and come home now,â he said, after Iâd told him what had happened and weâd cried together over the phone.
âThereâs no point. Just continue on to Paris like you planned, and when I know more, Iâll let you know.â
I hung up with Matt and then called Father Fred at our church in Coppell. I told him what had happened. âWeâve got to get some prayers going for Taylor,â I said, and he agreed. We talked a few minutes longer.
I had just hung up when I saw Bill coming around the corner. Bill was Taraâs oldest brother. She was the youngest, and theyâd always had a special relationship. Bill was also a doctor.
âBillâs here!â I said.
Tara stood up. I grabbed her arm because I knew she was still shaky. Bill met us, and the three of us embraced.
âIâm so sorry,â Bill said. âI donât understand how this could happen.â
âYouâve got to tell us whatâs going on,â Tara cried. âI need you to fix it, or weâre going to lose her!â
Iâd been texting and talking with Bill since weâd arrived at the hospital in Vail. At one point Iâd even put him on speakerphone so he could hear what the ER doctors were saying. Bill heard how serious Taylorâs injuries were and he wanted to be with us, but he was with his own family in Montana for
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