to be cultivating relationships with better-connected women there.
Probably truly composing poetry for them and visiting them at night,
Tomoe thought. Wada had the reputation of a ladiesâ man. Just like his hero, Genji.
Besides, Wada had left without saying a proper good-bye to her, proving what Tomoe thought: she was merely a convenient village girl. Kaneto had a going-away dinner for him, their families both laughing and joking throughout. At the end, he had bowed to all of them, thanked them for their help, and gone on his way. He had not even waved to her alone.
âMuch can be done with allies on the inside,â Chizuru said.
âThe Taira are only hiring outsiders to placate the Minamoto supporters,â Tomoe said. âOur people will never have any real power in the Taira government.â
âWhatever the reason, at least we can have a good feast tonight,â Chizuru said, finishing her third root. âItâs been too long since we had a celebration.â She smiled at Tomoe. âWhich kimono shall you wear? The pink one?â
âI donât care, Mother,â Tomoe said, but relented at her motherâs disappointed expression. She knew her mother was worried about her. She was seventeen years old, and other girlsâwomenâher age had already been married for a few years by now. Chizuru had not grasped the fact, as Kaneto had, that their only daughter was meant for a different life. âYes, the pink. But Iâm still going to wear my sword.â
Chizuru rolled her eyes. She leaned forward with a serious expression. âItâs not too late for you and Wada-san.â
Tomoe didnât answer her. âMother, who do you think Yoshinaka will marry?â
âYoshinaka?â Chizuru stared at her daughter, suddenly alert. âA noblewoman, I imagine. He is a lord.â
Tomoe attacked another lotus root. Of course. Not her. Who was Tomoe suitable for? No one.
Chizuru put her hand on Tomoeâs. âI know you and Yoshinaka are not brother and sister,â she said gently, âbut for your own sake, try to forget him. See Wadaâs good points.â
Tomoe nodded once.
Chizuru placed all the roots into a pot and walked off.
âGood points,â Tomoe mumbled to herself. She clanged the pot of vegetables down. âWhat good points are those? His poetry? His ability to ignore me?â
Her father ambled over, stroking his beard thoughtfully. It seemed to Tomoe that more white hairs appeared by the minute, studding his hair like snowflakes on burned-out ground. âDid you say something?â His voice was contemplative, not stern.
Tomoe hung her head anyway. âI was only talking to myself, Father.â
He put a hand on her shoulder. âI know itâs difficult for you, Tomoe. If you wanted to marry Wada-san, I would help arrange it.â
âWhat makes you think he wants to marry me?â Tomoe gathered up the shavings for the compost pile. Her parents seemed to think she had the pick of men. âIâm not cultured enough. Besides, can you imagine me at court? Bowing and scraping my head for the ladies? Iâd be bored out of my mind. One of them would end up dead.â
âTomoe, you are not like the other girls. You are better than they are. Higher-born, though we are only farmers now. Remember that.â Kaneto bent his head to look at Tomoeâs face. âI do not want to see your head hung low. Do you understand me?â
âYes.â She looked at his eyes, now with wrinkles fanning around the edges.
âThe world as we know it now is coming to an end,â Kaneto said, dropping his hand from her shoulder. âWhen it does, all those simpering rich girls at court who do nothing but read poetry and play music will perish. They donât know how to survive. You do.â
âBut when?â Tomoe said.
âWhen the time is right. No sooner.â
She considered this. Tomoe
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