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schooling, but might have noticed that they still mispronounced the word “irritable,” both placing the emphasis on the second syllable, not the first.
    Vivid memories of Mia flew into her thoughts, details from their childhood she hadn’t thought of in years: lying together in the sun-warmed rock pools that smelled like cooked seaweed; doing handstands in the sea with saltwater filling their noses; their first bike, cherry red, which Katie would pedal while Mia perched on the white handlebars; fighting like pirates on winter-emptied beaches with seagull feathers tucked behind their ears.
    Katie had loved being an older sister, wearing the role like a badge of honor. At what point , she wondered, did our closeness begin to fade? Was it triggered when Mum was dying? Or maybe it had begun long before. Perhaps it wasn’t one incident, rather aseries of smaller incidents, an unraveling, like a favorite dress that over time becomes worn: first a thinning at the neckline, then a loss of shape around the waist, and finally a loose thread opens into a tear.
    “Ma’am?” A porter in a navy uniform, with dreadlocks tucked beneath his cap, stood beside her. “You’ve been here since I came on shift.”
    She glanced at the time displayed on the bottom of the arrivals board. Two hours had slipped away from her.
    “Somethin’ I can help you with?”
    She stood suddenly, her knees stiff from holding the same position. “I’m fine, thank you.”
    “You hopin’ to find someone?”
    She glanced to where two young women were embracing. The taller one stepped back and took the other’s hand, raising it to her lips and kissing it.
    “Yes,” she answered. “My sister.”
    *   *   *
    Later that day she heaved the backpack onto the bed and looked around the motel room, hands on hips. The walls, glossed beige, were decorated by two framed prints of tulips, and the windows wouldn’t open, so the warm fug of other people hung in the air. She noted the television remote bolted to the Formica desk, and the Bible and phone directory stacked on the bedside table. It wasn’t the sort of room that encouraged a lengthy visit, but this was where Mia had stayed, so Katie would stay here, too.
    Her first impulse was to unpack, but she was a backpacker now following Mia’s route, moving on again tomorrow, and the next night, and the night after that. As a compromise she fetched out her toiletries bag and placed it in the windowless bathroom nextto the thin bar of soap provided by the motel. Exhausted from traveling, she wanted to lie down and rest, but it was only five o’clock in the evening. If she allowed herself to sleep now, she would wake in the night, battling to keep the dark memories at bay. Deciding she would get something to eat instead, she splashed cool water over her face, reapplied her mascara, and changed into a fresh top. She grabbed her handbag and Mia’s journal, and left.
    The receptionist gave her directions to the Thai restaurant where, according to the journal, Mia and Finn had their first meal. Katie wound her way through San Francisco’s wharf area as the sun went down, stopping only to call Ed to let him know she’d arrived safely.
    Evening fog hung like smoke over the water and she pulled her jacket tight around her shoulders, wishing she’d worn another layer. In the journal, Mia had noted that San Francisco was a “melting pot of artists, musicians, bankers, and free spirits,” and that she had loved “the electric pulse of the downtown.” In another time, Katie might have agreed and found herself smitten with the quirky architecture, the winding streets, and the eclectic shop fronts—but tonight she hurried on.
    She arrived at the restaurant, a lively place where circular tables were packed with people talking, laughing, eating, and drinking. A waiter led her towards a window seat; a group of men looked up appreciatively as she passed, conversation only resuming when she was well beyond