were quiet, me pulling him by the hand through the crowd.
It was a relief, this quiet. Rachel hadnât had anything pleasant to say for months; Mom said it was just part of being twelve and sheâd grow out of it. Mostly she ignored Dad and me; she sniped at Mom constantly.
But Mom wasnât fighting back this week. She was sullen and atypically silent. This Florida trip had been planned around Grandpa Jackâs unveiling. When he died the previous summer of a heart attack, Mom went to Florida alone, while Dad took care of Rachel and me; the news of his death was shocking enough and they didnât think we could handle the funeral. This year, my parents planned a week in Florida for the whole family right before school started: a few days with Grandma in her Delray Beach condo, during which time we had the ceremony unveiling Grandpaâs tombstone at the Magen David Memorial Grounds, followed by a few days in Orlando visiting the Magic Kingdom and Epcot Center. It was an odd combinationâa cemetery and a theme parkâbut I wasnât bothered. I was at Disney for the first time, headed for my first roller coaster, and nothing else mattered.
âDo you miss Grandpa Jack?â my father asked me while we stood on line, under the sign that said âSixty-minute Wait from This Point.â
I did. I missed the times he took me to the playground when he visited, and the corny jokes he saved up to tell me, and the orange Tic Tacs he always had stashed in his pants pocket. He never treated me like I was Rachelâs little brother, the way my parents and teachers sometimes did; he treated me like I was my own person. But I didnât really want to talk about that with my dad. I thought I might cry, and he didnât like it when I cried.
âYeah,â I said, looking down at my feet. âI guess.â
âYou know, Grandma is still going to come visit us, and maybe we can come down here again to see her,â he said. âGo to the beach next time, or maybe Sea World.â
âOkay,â I said, inching forward toward the people in front of us.
âYou were lucky to know Grandpa Jack,â he said. âYou never knew your other grandfather, my father. But thatâs not entirely a bad thing. He was a real SOB. Not like Jack.â
âUh-huh,â I said. Iâd heard stories, mostly from my mother.
âI never knew either of my grandfathers,â he continued. âMy momâs parents stayed behind in Russia, and my dadâs dad died before I was born.â
âMm-hmm,â I mumbled. âHow much longer till itâs our turn?â
My father shook his head for a second. âI donât know, Benjamin, it could be another hour. Do you want to come back later?â
âNo, Iâll wait.â
The rest of the time on line, my father didnât say much. I kept checking the new watch that Grandma Gertie gave meâa digital watch with a bright orange plastic strap that said âFloridaâ and had a green cartoon alligator on it. The wait didnât take a full hour.
When it was time to board the roller coaster, I got a seat at the front, sitting close to the bullet-shaped carâs tapered nose. My father sat directly behind me.
âThe front is pretty scary,â he said into my ear. âAre you sure you want to sit there?â
I nodded.
âHold on tight,â he said. âIâm right behind you.â And we shot off into the dark.
The ride was fast but smooth, hurtling through blackness punctuated only by the occasional flashing colored light and the glowing white streaks painted on the sides of other cars, snaking up and down all around us. Screams echoed around the inside of the mountain as we climbed and plummeted, swerved and dipped. My father was right: The front seat was a scary place to be. I tried to turn around to see if he was scared, too, but he shouted, âFace the front, Benjamin, Iâm
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