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the limo to pick us up after the ceremony.”
    This all feels a little surreal. I was expecting a weekend of sunbathing, drinks, dancing, and best friend bonding. I was not expecting to have the best sex of my life and wake up married. I twist the ring on my finger and then look around, realizing I’m the only one actually wearing one.
    Harlow notices it, too. “We’re meeting the guys at one to head to the chapel for the annulments .” Her voice has weight, bite, as if she already knows my situation has the added layer of feelings in the mix.
    “Okay,” I say.
    I catch Lola watching me. “That doesn’t sound like ‘okay,’” she says.
    “What was Ansel saying to you in the hall?” Harlow asks. Her judgment is like another person sitting in the circle of chairs with us, glaring darkly at me with arms crossed over its chest. “He kissed you. He’s not supposed to kiss you today . We’re all supposed to be mildly horrified and then start constructing the funny details about that-one-time-we-all-got-married-in-Vegas that we’ll share for the next thirty years. There’s no sweetness or kissing, Mia. Only hangovers and regret.”
    “Um . . . ?” I say, scratching my temple. I know Harlow will put her foot down at the mention of feelings in a situation like this, but I have them. I like him.
    I also like the way he looks at me, and having my mouth full of his. I want to remember how he sounds when he’s fucking me hard, and whether he swears in French or English when he comes. I want to sit on the couches in the bar again and let him talk this time.
    In a weird way, I think if we hadn’t gotten married last night, we’d have a better chance of being able to explore this, just a little.
    “Jesus, Mia,” Harlow says under her breath. “I love you, but you’re killing me here.”
    I ignore her pressure to reply aloud. I have no idea how Lola will react to my indecision. She’s far more live-and-let-live than Harlow is and falls somewhere on the spectrum between Harlow and me in terms of comfort with casual sex. Because of this, and because none of us has ever had a spontaneous wedding to a man from another country—this really has to be funny someday—Lola is likely to be more measured in her responses, so I direct my answer to her.
    “He says we could . . . stay married.” There. That seems a decent way to try it on.
    Silence reverberates back to me.
    “I knew it,” Harlow whispers.
    Lola remains noticeably quiet.
    “I wrote myself a letter before we did it,” I explain, wanting to tread carefully. Of anyone in the world, these two women want only what is good for me. But I don’t know whether it will hurt their feelings to learn how oddly safe I feel with Ansel.
    “And?” Harlow prompts. “Mia, this is huge. You couldn’t have told us this first ?”
    “I know, I know,” I say, sinking back into my chair. “And I guess I told him, like, my entire life story.” They both know the significance of this and so they don’t comment, just wait for me to finish. “And I talked for what must have been hours. I didn’t stutter, I didn’t filter.”
    “You did talk for a really long time.” Lola looks impressed.
    Harlow’s eyes narrow. “You’re not seriously considering staying married,” she says, “to a stranger you met last night in Vegas and who lives over five thousand miles away.”
    “Well, how can it not sound shady when you say it like that?”
    “How would you like me to say it, Mia?” she shouts. “Have you completely lost your mind?”
    Have I? Yes, absolutely. “I think I just need more time,” I tell her instead.
    Harlow stands abruptly, looking around as if there is someone else in the lobby who can help convince her best friend that she’s lost the plot. Across from me, Lola simply studies my face, eyes narrowed. “Are you sure about this?” she asks.
    I cough out a laugh. “I’m not sure about any of it.”
    “But you know you don’t want to annul it right