how breathless and girlie I sound.
âCatch!â He tosses me the shoe and I awkwardly lunge to catch it.
âThanks,â I say, slipping my shoe back on. Sam gives me a thumbs-up. Iâm not entirely sure how to respond to a thumbs-up from the only boy Iâve ever loved, so I just nod.
âAw, itâs like an incredibly awkward Cinderella,â Shana says. She pulls another cigarette out of the pack of Djarum Blacks that she steals from her corner market, and strikes a match. The blue-orange flame flickers over her pale skin and pink-tipped hair. Silvery smoke snakes around her.
âDoes that make you my evil stepsister?â I say, once Samâs too far away to hear.
âAre you kidding? Iâm your fairy godmother.â Shana winks and taps her cigarette, sending a shower of orange sparks to the ground.
âWhat does that mean?â I ask.
âYouâll see.â She squeezes my shoulder, then hurries up to walk with Woody and Sam. I lag behind, turning the comment over in my head. Shana is like a firecracker: bright and sparkly and funâbut if you set her off in the wrong direction, sheâll light everything on fire.
The platform stretches for another hundred feet before ending at a white-and-green-tiled wall. A staircase cuts through the middle of the concrete, leading deeper underground.
âWhere now?â I ask, peering down the stairs. Particleboard and two-by-fours seal off the door below, and caution tape winds around the handrails. This place is a freaking maze. I wonder how deep it goes.
Woody hops off the platform, motioning for us to follow him down onto the tracks. Sam climbs down next. I hesitate, looking at Julie, Aya, and Shana.
âLetâs do this,â Shana says, jumping into the tunnel. Three rusty train rails cut down the center, surrounded by red Solo cups, empty PBR cans, and Snickers wrappers. Rows of thick white candles line the walls. The steady bomp bomp bomp of techno music echoes toward us. I canât help bouncing a little as I walk. I want to dance .
âIs it true what they say about the third rail?â Aya asks, hopping down next to me.
âYou mean, is it electrified?â Woody picks up a plastic cup and tosses it at the far rail. It rolls away, unharmed.
âThey turned the power off, remember?â Julie says. âBecause of the hurricane?â
âWhatever.â Woody kicks another plastic cup at the rail.
I wrap my arms around my chest, shivering. Party sounds seep up through the floor and ooze out of the walls, reverberating through the soles of my shoes. The ground trembles with music.
We turn the corner, and the tunnel opens into an underground station with an arched ceiling and graffiti-covered walls. People crowd on top of a concrete platform, waving yellow and pink glow sticks that leave trails of light as they dance. Two lanes of subway tracks stretch past the platform on both sides before disappearing into dark tunnels just like the one weâve come out of. Strobe lights flash from the ceiling, and hundreds of candles line the walls, dripping pools of white wax.
âWhoa.â Julie runs a hand through her hair, sweeping the black curls off her face. âItâs like Christmas. But for ravers.â
âRavemas,â Aya adds, giggling. She tugs off her cardigan, revealing the plunging neckline on her fifties-style dress. She folds the sweater into a tiny square and forces it into her pink faux-fur clutch. She wobbles toward the party, once again balancing on her painful-looking heels.
âHow long before she finds the newest love of her life?â Julie asks, twisting the onyx ring on her finger.
âMaybe sheâll find someone great tonight,â I say. Ayaâs always looking for her next epic romance. Julie gives her shit, but I canât help rooting for her. I steal a glance at Sam, heading down the tunnel.
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