patient back from deathâs door? How many times had she wished she could do the same for their dying marriage?
His hip twinged painfully, and Styxâto his surpriseâwas glad.
It took Styx an eternity to climb the steps to the dike. He had to stop twice to catch his breath, and, by the time he reached the top, his limbs were aching. He couldnât lift his right leg from the ground but had to drag it along behind him. At least he could still feel it.
From the dike, he looked out across Ostend, the queen of the Belgian seaside resorts, out past the stately buildings and empty streets shrouded in darkness to the Maria Hendrika Park in the distance.
He felt free, freeânow that he wasnât deadâfrom the fear of death. He felt like the monarch of all he surveyed. He stood there, admiring the night and the moon, much as, a few hours earlier, heâd stood at the Stufferâs window and marveled at the beauty of the setting sun.
Halfway down the street, he saw three figures approaching. They wove drunkenly left and right, bumped into one another and bounced off in opposite directions, on their way from Pub A to Pub Bâor, by now, from Pub X to Pub Y. They laughed unselfconsciously, exuberantly, at each collision.
As he came down the last few steps, he tried to avoid them, but in the dim glow of the streetlights they drifted closer.
âJesus, get a load of this guy,â one of them giggled.
âWhat happened to you, man?â said another.
The third one only stared. Styx stared back at him. Under other circumstances, he would have arrested them for public drunkenness, but not tonight.
âWhat hole did you crawl out of, you ugly fuck?â the first one challenged him.
Styx didnât respond. His tongue felt heavy, his mouth still clogged with dried blood.
âLay off,â said the third man, breaking his silence. âCanât you see the guyâs hurt?â
The third manâs hand clamped down on his shoulder. âYou okay, buddy?â he asked, his mouth so close to Styxâs ear that he could feel his breath.
His shoulder jerked upward involuntarily, as if the drunk had touched a raw nerve.
âCalm down,â the man said. âI just wanna know if you need us to get you to the hopsâthe hospital.â
âLeave âim be,â the first man slurred. âHe jusâ had hisself a rough night, like us. Right, buddy?â
Styx looked the three caballeros up and down.
âIâm okay,â he said.
âSay, whynât you join us for a liâl nightcap?â the first one proposed. âOne more drink before beddy-byes.â
But the other two demurred. They were done for the day.
âYou sure we canât drop you someplace?â
âIâm just heading home,â said Styx.
They were eyeballing him like heâd been marinating in a bucket of tar. The third one seemed reluctant to abandon him. He staggered right up to Styx and held up a hand and waved it in little circles, as if trying to decide what part of him to pet. His cheek? His lips? His hair?
âSomebody really did a number on you, huh? Lemme guess. The new bouncer in the Cocoon Club, right? Heâs a real prick.â
âDonât worry about it,â said Styx.
âWe got nothinâ against you, man. Weâre jusâ sym . . . pathetic.â
Styx turned away and walked offâor shuffled off. His right leg was deadweight, but Dr. Vrancken had promised him that a little exercise would be the ticket. One step at a time.
â. . . oughta take a look in a mirror,â he heard one of the drunkards say.
He passed the darkened shop windows of the Kapellestraat and saw his silhouette reflected in the glass. Behind him, the tipsy trio turned a corner and, with a howl that could have come from a wolf in the lost forest of Gistel, disappeared into the night.
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