bacon onto plates and put them on the table along with salt, pepper, forks, knives. The smell of cornbread filled the room. She jerked open the oven door. One corner had burned to charcoal.
Susannahâs shoulders drooped. He might as well know: heâd married a half-wit.
Jesse said grace, then served himself the scorched corner without commenting. âCould use your help with the wheat today.â
âIf I bound the sheaves, you could keep cutting.â
âExactly. Weâll get caught up on this harvest.â
âYou lost a whole day fetching me.â
âCanât count it a lost day, when I gain a wife.â
âIâll pack dinner.â
âYou could borrow a pair of my pants.â
Susannah had never worn hand-me-downs or borrowed clothes. Wearing menâs pants, this manâs pants, seemed indecent. âNo, thank you.â
He shrugged. âSome women take to wearing them out here. Seems like itâd be easier, but itâs up to you.â
âIâd best stay in my skirt.â
âThen at least take off your corset.â
Susannah felt herself flush. How could he talk about undergarments at the table? âIâll meet you at the field.â
Jesse sang with the rhythm of the swinging cradle, but Susannah had no extra energy for harmonizing. Every muscle in her city-girl body howled with pain. The constant wind blessed and cursed: drying her perspiration, keeping the flies from lighting, blowing dust in her eyes.
A cloud, she wished. Just a little shade. Memory summoned trees: tall elms lining the streets, the backyard apple fragrant with good fruit, the cool pines fringing Michiganâs lakes. The only trees sheâd seen in Dakota were back in Fargo, along the Red River. Perhaps the harsh wind or lack of rain kept the rest of the territory a barren grassland.
The sun simmered low on the horizon when Jesse called a halt. âThree acres! Beats my usual two a day.â He tugged the work gloves off her limp hands, flinching at her blisters. âI wonât always work you like this. If those grasshoppers hadnât wiped me out, Iâd have hired help.â Long fingers kneaded her shoulders. âA bathâll feel good tonight.â
âI didnât think people on the frontier bathed this often.â
âDonât know about the rest of the neighborhood, but I try to get a bath every Saturday night, for church tomorrow.â
âChurch? I thought you saidââ
âThereâs no preacher or building. Just Ivar and me. We sing, pray, share a few verses. Nothing fancy.â
âSounds like a first-century church.â
âThatâs the idea. Congregationâs growing. Marta last year, baby Sara this spring, and now you.â
Marta . All week loneliness had dragged at Susannah, making her wish for Ellen. She missed their easy confidences, her friendâs blunt good sense and droll worldview. Exchanging correspondence would take months. Besides that, her letter would be passed around; much of what sheâd like to write would have to go unsaid. Surely Marta had been lonely too, and would welcome her friendship.
Just the thought made Susannahâs heart a little lighter.
Chapter 7
All-wise God, please . . . why wonât she talk to me?
A re you in love with Matt?â
Susannah choked on her coffee. âPardon me?â
Jesse leaned across the table. âYou asked if Iâd thought of going into the ministry. Maybe youâre in love with Matt, hoped Iâd be just like him. Itâs not unheard of for a woman to fall in love with her pastor.â
Her appetite vanished under his scrutiny. âHeâs married.â
âWhat if he hadnât been?â
âEllen is a much better pastorâs wife than I would ever be.â
âWhy do you say that?â
Susannah picked at a fried potato slice. âSheâs a âblessed peacemaker.â At the first
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