coming back.â
âThatâs not true,â I say, even though sheâs right, the partyâs over.
âThanks for coming, Jas. Iâm sorry it went down this way.â
I give her a hug. âThanks, Lo. We can help you clean...â
Lo waves me off. âThatâs okay. My parents wonât be back until the end of the weekend. Do you guys have a ride home?â
Kayla looks down at her phone. âI texted Dylan. Heâs going to drop us off at my place.â
âThat was fast,â Lo says.
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â says Kayla.
Lo shrugs.
Kayla frowns.
Sensing tension building between them, I try to end the conversation. âWe donât want to keep you up. Letâs wait outside, Kayla.â
âHeâs outside anyway,â Kayla says.
Lo crosses her arms. âIs Julian with him?â
âHow should I know?â Kayla asks, pushing past Lo toward the front door. I give Lo a little wave to say Iâm sorry. I donât know whatâs up between her and Kayla. I didnât think Lo was the territorial type.
As I follow Kayla outside, Dylan pulls up in a beat-up, rusted-out Camaro. âHow are you going to get your car back?â I ask her.
âHeâll pick us up in the morning. Then Iâll take you back home.â
âIsnât your mom going to notice the carâs gone?â
âProbably not. Since Dad left, Mom doesnât really care what I do. She doesnât have the same expectations of me that your parents do for you, Jasmine.â
âYes, she does,â I tell her. âStop talking like that.â I guess sometimes I am luckyâmy parents can be pains about rules and theyâre way too strict, but at least theyâve always pushed me to do well.
When we walk up, Dylan gets out and puts his arm around Kayla, leading her to the passenger side. I follow behind them, thinking over what Kayla said about expectations.
Until now, I thought everything I didâthe grades, student council, cheerâwas because my parents expected me to do it. Watching Kayla flirt with Dylan in the front seat, I realize thatâs not quite the truth.
I did all those things for me . I did them because I love them. Because they make me who I am. I like studying, I like doing well in school. Academics have always been easy for me, and I like pushing myself and topping everyone else. Iâm super competitive and I always have to win. Whether I get to go to D.C. or not, I am a National Scholar.
Iâm not going to lower my expectations of myself because the law and some politicians say I donât belong. I deserve that scholarship. The United States Department of Education thinks so too.
Iâm going to figure out a way to go to Washington, D.C. The president will be expecting me.
7
It is never too late to be what you might have been.
âGEORGE ELIOT
ITâS A WEEK after Loâs party and I still havenât figured out how to put my plan to storm the Capitol into action. Royce and I have been texting again. He saw pictures of me from the party that Kayla posted on Instagram and tagged me in, and said it looked fun. But he never showed up during either of my volunteer shifts at the hospital, so maybe he was mad I didnât invite him? Who knows. I have other things to worry about right now anyway, but I am disappointed I didnât get to see him.
I havenât really talked to my parents. I guess weâre living in détente and denial right now. Weâre learning about the Cold War in AP European History, which makes me America and my parents the Soviet Union, I guess?
After cheer practice on Wednesday, Kayla drives me to the hospital again. Sheâs a different person since sheâs met Dylanâbouncy and giddy and girlish. Iâm happy for her. He seems all right. I thought he was too cool for school, but heâs sweet to her. On Monday he was even nice enough to
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