sad about when we came here?â
ââI donât remember.â She looked at the youngest boy who was polishing the old womanâs shoes. âDo you remember feeling sad?â
âThe little boy shook his head. He couldnât remember a time they hadnât lived in the cottage in the woods. The girl realised she only had a few vague pictures in her head of her home, and after a few days those had gone too. They continued, strangely content. The oldest boy couldnât remain content for long. He wanted to know who he was. He tried and tried to remember why they were there, why they had been sad, but it was no use. The others began to get annoyed with him for fretting. He never dared ask the woman they had come to know as Grandmother.
âOne day, he was collecting firewood and he cut his hand on a thorn. He saw his own blood drip onto a leaf. He looked up and saw the black and white flash of a magpie watching him. The bird spoke and the boy nearly dropped his bundle of sticks in surprise.
ââWhatâs the matter, young man?â
ââWeâre happy here, Grandmother looks after us, but I donât know who I am anymore.â
âAnd the magpie said, âShe wants children. She wants to keep you here as her own. Sheâll care for you, but sheâll never let you remember in case you decide to leave.â
ââI want to go back. I want to remember.â
ââYour memories will bring you sadness. Are you sure?â said the magpie.
ââI want to be myself,â said the boy.
âThe magpie told him not to eat the food the old woman gave him. He would have to leave that very night â he would have no choice, as the old woman would know. She was at her most dangerous in her raven-winged night, but if the boy waited until morning she would trap him.
âThe boyâs cut began to scab over and as the blood dried the magpieâs voice became a birdâs screech as it flapped off. The boy ran back to the cottage and called the girl and the youngest boy to him. But to his dismay, he couldnât remember what the magpie had told him. Soon he had forgotten what kind of bird had spoken, if it had happened at all. The girl huffed and went back to her spinning, and the little boy went out to dig some potatoes for their meal, singing to himself. The older boy was sad; not the deep sadness theyâd been running from, but regret that he couldnât remember something beautiful, and his friends wouldnât help him remember.
âThat evening he caught the cut on his hand as he was feeding the fire and he watched a bead of blood well up. He felt lightheaded.
ââI donât want any supper tonight, thank you,â he told the old woman. âIâm not feeling well.â
âShe peered at him. âDid anything happen while you were out?â
ââNothing,â he said, and she seemed to believe him.
âHe went to bed and she brought him a bowl of steaming broth. âYou must try and eat something to keep your strength up.â
âHe nodded and put the bowl to his lips, but only pretended to drink. âItâs too hot. Iâll drink it once itâs cooled.â
âThe old woman bustled off to watch over the other two and he rolled over and tipped the contents between the bed and the wall. When she came back he feigned a wan smile. âThank you. I feel much better now.â
âBut he felt worse. He tried to sleep, but was plagued by images of houses burning, people he loved whom he knew were no longer there. He felt a deep sadness and had an urge to leave; he worried at the cut on his hand to keep himself awake. He tried to hold back his tears in case the old woman heard, and was grateful when the other two came to bed and he eventually heard the beating of wings that he feared but was waiting for.
âWhen all was quiet he got up, pulled his coat around him,
Robin Friedman
Yukio Mishima
Scarlett Dunn
Christina Brunkhorst
Ron L. Hubbard
Cecilia Galante
Bette Midler
Jennifer Malone Wright
John Connor
S. Walden