counter. âWhat the hell, Trevor? Are you insane? You canât drive. Not afterâ¦â Her eyes shot to Momâs. God, she couldnât even look at me.
âNot after what, Taylor? Just say it.â I practically growled the words.
Silence. Yeah. Not surprised. Everyone was so concerned about treating me like a baby that they didnât for once consider I hated it. I was gonna be eighteen in a few months, not eight.
âI had a goddamn seizure, Taylor. And maybe Iâll have another one. And another one after that. Maybe Iâll have the biggest freaking seizure on record, and then we can all call it what it is. Epilepsy. Yeah, thatâs me. Thatâs my future, so why donât you just goddamn well say it?â
Taylorâs eyes got real small, the way they did when she was pissed off. Good. I could deal with pissed off. Pissed off went hand in hand with the way I was feeling right about now.
âYouâre such an asshole.â
âEpileptic asshole,â I shot back.
âYou expect me to feel sorry for you?â she shouted.
Taylor was small. She was small and blond with a pretty dated Goth thing going on, but when she wanted to, she could be fierce. Iâd seen her stand up to a chick twice her size at school and win the face-off.
âWell, I donât feel sorry for you, Trevor. I donât feel sorry for you one bit, and Iâm sick of everyone in this family treating you as if youâre some fragile doll thatâs going to crack if we do or say the wrong thing.â
My mom stepped between us. âTaylor and Trevor, please.â
âNo,â Taylor spat. âHe doesnât get to shit on us just because he feels sorry for himself, and you donât get to expect me to treat him like heâs going to fall apart if I say seizure or epi-effing-lepsy.â She held the keys up in the air, taunting me, and then shoved them in her pocket. âSo you had a seizure? So what? Is the world supposed to stop spinning? Am I not allowed to enjoy my goddamn waffles and strawberries?â
âTaylor!â My momâs voice reached that pitch, that critical point where I knew she was going to either explode or break down. âLanguage.â
âSee?â Taylor said shrilly. âYou yell at me for swearing but Trevor gets a pass? Maybe I should get into a car with some drunk loser and maybe I should end up in a ditch somewhere with a major TBI so that I can swear and stay out late and do whatever the hell I want.â
The waves inside me? Yeah, they were crashing hard, and I knew bad shit was going to happen unless I got the hell out of there.
I yanked around and headed for the front door, ignoring my motherâs pleas and my sisterâs shrill screams. Her meltdown was going to be epic. I suppose it was a good thing that my dad had already left for his repair shop, because I was pretty damn sure heads would have rolled.
I ran out the front door and didnât stop running for twenty minutes, and by that time, I found myself at Bakerâs Landing, which was a nice piece of property owned by my buddy Nateâs grandparents. Chest heaving, I slid down near the edge of the large pond and then fell back, arms crossed over my face to block out the sun. My knee was throbbing, I was thirsty as hell, and, well, just plain old pissed off.
I donât know how long I lay there, but I do know that when I realized I wasnât alone anymore, I was still in a bad mood.
A shadow crossed my face, and I sat up slowly, glancing to the side.
âHey.â
It was Everly.
I didnât answer, but I did move over a bit when she plopped down beside me. For a long time, the two of us stared out at the water, watching the swans whoâd called this place home for years glide across the pristine surface.
âItâs pretty out here,â she said. âI have a place I like to go to, to just chill and think. The old mill, but
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