the duality of religion with a recent convert to Kayla’s coven who was both attractive and seeming misdirected in life. His name was Ben and he had dropped out of Harvard then backpacked across the country in search of finding something greater than himself. Having run out of country in Washington State two months ago he “settled down” and took a job at The Spot Coffee where he met Kayla and became a devoted Wiccan. The way he kept sneaking looks over to her a she mingled around the room also gave me the impression that he became a devote Kaylanite as well. Her no nonsense attitude and bursting self confidence often made many men develop crushes and I could see several of the party goers eyeing her up as she was slipping around each group of the crowd. Filling drinks and making sure everyone was sufficiently entertained, she was completely oblivious to the attention. Her high laugh jumped over the music and I again felt envious of her carefree, happy spirit that attracted so many friends and faithful musicians. Her forthright demeanor and excitement over every new adventure really was something that most people admired. Myself included. Although I had always considered myself confident and honest, my lack of comfortableness around people always showed and came across awkward. Kayla was the exact opposite. She was warm and loud and friendly. The kind of girl that would just walk up to you and give you hug when she’s know you would need it. Usually I found people like that were putting on airs; that the gentle warm spirit was just an act, but for Kayla it was just who she was. Much like the other day at the bar when I had the sense that Eric had found his perfect woman, it came over me with the same focus that Kayla was real. Her heart was always true and solid and her optimism was hard-core to the bone. As the sensations came through my mind I tilted my head gently out of my reverie and tried to pay attention to Ben as he continued his story. Despite my resolute to pay attention as ‘Went to Harvard’ Ben, droned on and on about his travels, I kept glancing toward the drink in my hand and my thoughts couldn’t help but wander to the last two days and what Nathanial had told me. My ability to not just read people was always something I had taken for granted. Like Nathaniel in my dreams it was just a part of who I was. I always considered it intuition, but what if it was something more, what if I could see things about people that no one else could see. Kayla’s clarity of spirit came through to me easily, but I had also known her for months now. Suddenly all of my fears about the new and improved Amy dissipated and excitement took over. This could actually be fun. Eric and Kayla had been a fluke. Something that just came to me, but what if I tried to see more? I kept nodded and smiling at Ben, encouraging him to continue telling me of his personal quest for self-identity, I started my own quest. I concentrated on his mouth, the way he was talking and the movement of his eyes. He kept stealing glances at Kayla as I had noticed as well, but I also see him glance the other direction as well. The front door. Was he waiting for someone? He had just reached the Midwest portion of his tale and I suddenly felt nauseous. A grey cloud came over my visions for a moment and for a brief second I could see Ben, sitting in the cab of a trailer. Starring down at his hands, covered in thick red liquid. I blinked and the image was gone, but the queasy feeling inside my throat remained. Without thought behind it “What happened in Bowling Green?” I blurted out. Ben’s face went ashen and I could feel the sickly sensation vomit rising in my throat. He dropped his glass on the end table next to him angrily. “What are you talking about?” I tried to pull back as I looked him in his eyes and he moved closer. He knew exactly what I was talking about. Kayla had seen the exchange and came over to us. I fell to my knees trying to