gazed at Jack. He was feeling completely disoriented, as if the ground had just been stolen from under his feet. She looked exactly the same.
âI met him a few times,â Jack replied. âIt was just after I started working for your uncle. He used to come around and visit. You were the one he wanted to see. I knew he was your godfather.â
âHow come youâve never mentioned him to me?â
âHe disappeared. You must have been about four years old. He told me he was emigrating, and I never saw him again.â
âAsh was an agent with MI6,â Brooke explained. âThat was how he and your father met. They worked together as a team. Your dad even saved his life onceâin Malta. You can ask him about thatâ¦if you meet. I think the two of you would have a lot to talk about.â
âHow can you do this?â Jack whispered. She was looking at Brooke with utter contempt.
âAsh left MI6 and emigrated here,â Brooke continued. âHe came with great references, so we were happy to take him on at ASIS. Heâs been with us ever since. Right now heâs in Bangkok, undercoverâlike I said. But thereâs nobody better placed to pretend to be your father, Alex. I mean, heâs almost that already. Heâll look after you. And I think youâll find him interesting. What do you say?â
Alex said nothing. He had already made up his mind, but somehow he knew that Brooke wouldnât need to be told. He had figured that out for himself.
âI need time,â he said at length.
âSure. Why donât you and Jack go and talk about it?â Brooke nodded, and Damon produced a white card. He must have had it ready in his pocket from the very start. âHereâs a number where you can reach me. Weâll need to fly you into Bangkok tomorrow. So maybe you could call me sometime tonight?â
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âI know what youâre thinking, but you canât possibly go,â Jack said. âItâs wrong.â
Alex and Jack had wandered over to The Rocks, the little cluster of shops and cafés that nestled on the very edge of the harbor, right underneath the bridge. Jack had brought them here on purpose. She wanted to mingle with the crowds somewhere bright and ordinary, a world apart from the hidden truths and half-lies of the Australian secret service.
âI think I have to,â Alex replied.
And it was true. Only an hour ago, he had been promising himself that he would never work for MI6 again. But this was differentâand not just because it was the Australians that were asking him this time. It was Ash. Ash made all the difference, even though the two of them had never met and it was a name he had only just heard for the first time.
âAsh can tell me who I am,â he said.
âDonât you know who you are?â Jack asked.
âNot really, Jack. I thought I knew. When Ian was alive, everything seemed so simple. But then when I found out the truth about him, it all went wrong. All my life he was training me to be something I never wanted. But maybe he was right. Maybe it was what I was always meant to be.â
âYou think Ash can tell you?â
âI donât know.â Alex squinted at Jack. The sunlight was streaming over her shoulders. âWhen did you meet him?â he asked.
âIt was about a month after I started working for your uncle,â she said. âAt the time, it was just meant to be a vacation job, to support myself while I was doing my studies. I didnât know anything about spies, and I certainly didnât know Iâd be sticking with you forever!â She sighed. âYou were about seven years old. Do you really not remember him?â
Alex shook his head.
âHe was in London for a few weeks, staying in a hotel. But he came over to the house two or three times. Now I come to think of it, he never did talk to you very much. Maybe he felt awkward with kids.
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