own keep. If you like, Iâll ask her to offer you a special rate when you get over your insufferably pompous behavior and want to fuck me again.â
âYouâre certainly staying here for a while, but not as a whore.â
âIâm not staying anywhere when you are in the same room. Damn you.â Peter strode over to the door and tried to open it. After a fruitless struggle he turned to Val. âGive me the bloody key.â
âI donât have it.â
âI donât believe you.â Peter advanced on Val, his hand held out in front of him. â Give it to me. You have no right to keep me here against my will.â
âIf I let you out, would you promise never to steal or lie to me again?â
Peter widened his eyes and slowly blinked. âIâll promise you anything you like.â
âWhich is why I canât give you the key.â Val sat down again. âI donât have it anyway. Now, please have something to eat and calm down.â
âIâm not hungry.â
âTea, then.â
Peter eyed Val suspiciously. It wasnât like his friend to be so amenable.
âAll right, if it will stop your nagging.â
While Val poured the tea, Peter licked his lips and thought about the night to come, the places he would go, and the people heâd encounter who were just like him, eager to trade anything just for the promise of oblivion. When Val handed him the cup he was captivated by the shaking of his own hand that made the porcelain cup sing in its saucer like a trapped bird.
âWhat do you want to talk to me about, then?â
Val sat back. âI cannot allow you to steal from my father.â
âWhy not? Itâs not as if you like the man or anything.â
âI donât, but if you steal from him it undermines my plans for the future.â
âWhy?â
Val looked at him as if he was stupid. âBecause I need his continued goodwill so that I can come into the Sokorvsky inheritance.â
âAnd whatâs that got to do with me?â
âYour behavior reflects on mine, you know that.â
âYouâre no saint yourself.â
âI agree, but I donât steal and lie.â
âYou donât have to. Your father would lie down and let you walk over him if he thought youâd forgive him for what happened on the ship. Dammit, he already does!â
âHeâs my father.â
âAnd he isnât mine. I know that. If it werenât for you, he wouldâve kicked me out on the streets years ago. Iâm a continual disappointment to him, I lead you astray.â He waved an airy hand at his best friend. âIâve heard it all before, Val. Iâve tried to do and be what he wanted, but I never stood a chance really, did I? Iâm an aristocratâs little man whore and heâs never forgiven me for it.â
Silence greeted his outburst and he glared at the other man. âWell?â
âYou donât have to be what he thinks you are. And letâs be honest, Peter, your behavior recently can hardly have changed his mind.â
âBecause it was already made up. He tolerates me when you are around but when youâre not there?â He shivered. âHe makes me feel like filth.â
âSo youâre going to let him win? Let him define you?â
âWhy not?â Peter shrugged. âI enjoy being a disappointment to him. I thought you did too.â
God, he wanted a drink . . . Peter glanced around the room, but there was no sign of any brandy or any alcohol at all.
âI donât mind disappointing him,â Val said slowly. âBut I donât want to disappoint myself.â
âWhat the hell is that supposed to mean?â
âI accept who I am. Iâm not ashamed of myself.â
âYes, you damn well are.â Peterâs temper rose. âEvery time you crawl back into my bed and expect me to let you fuck me,
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