brushing snowflakes from his black hair, with nothing more than a quirking brow to show heâd noticed her burst of activity. Catriona ignored it. Pressing her hands together, she waited only until heâd shrugged off his coat and turned to lay it aside before stating: âI donât know what is going on in your mind, but I will not agree to marry you.â
The statement was as categorical and definite as she could make it. He straightened and turned toward her.
The room shrank.
The walls pressed in on her; she couldnât breathe, she could barely think. The compulsion to fleeâto escapeâwas strong; stronger still was the mesmeric attraction, the impulse to learn what power it was that set her pulse pounding, her skin tingling, her nerves flickering.
Defiantly she held firm and tilted her chin.
His eyes met hers; there was clear consideration in the blue, but beyond that, his expression told her nothing. Then he movedâtoward her, toward the fireâabruptly, Catriona scuttled aside to allow him to warm his hands. While he did so, she struggled to breathe, to thinkâto suppress the skittering sensations that frazzled her nerves, to prise open the vise that had laid seige to her breathing. Why a large male should evoke such a reaction she did not knowâor rather, she didnât like to think. The blacksmith at the vale certainly didnât have the same effect.
He straightened, and she decided it was his movements, so smoothly controlled, so reminiscent of leashed power, like a panther not yet ready to pounce, that most unnerved her. Leaning one arm along the mantelpiece, he looked down at her.
âWhy?â
She frowned. âWhy what?â
The very ends of his lips twitched. âWhy wonât you agree to marry me?â
âBecause I have no need of a husband.â Especially not a husband like you . She folded her arms beneath her breasts and focused, solely, on his face. âMy role within the vale does not permit the usual relationships a woman of my station might expect to enjoy.â She tilted her chin. âI am unmarried by choice, not for lack of offers. Itâs a sacrifice I have made for my people.â
She was rather pleased with that tack; men like the Cynsters understood sacrifice and honor.
His black brows rose; silently he considered her. Then, âWho will inherit your manor, your position, if you do not marry and beget heirs?â
Inwardly, Catriona cursed; outwardly, she merely raised her brows back. âIn time, I will, of course, marry for heirs, but I need not do so for many years yet.â
âAhâso you donât have a complete and absolute aversion to marriage?â
Head high, her eyes locked on his, Catriona drew a deep breath and held it. âNo,â she eventually admitted, and started to pace. âBut there are various caveats, conditions, and considerations involved.â
âSuch as?â
âSuch as my devotions to The Lady. And my duties as a healer. You may not realize it, but . . .â
Propped against the mantelpiece, Richard listened to her excusesâall revolved about the duties she saw as devolving to her through her ownership of the manor. She paced incessantly back and forth; he almost ordered her to sit, so he could sit, too, and not tower over her, forcing her to glance up every time she wanted to check his deliberately uninformative countenance, then he realized who her pacing reminded him of. Honoria, Devilâs duchess, also paced, in just the same way, skirts swishing in time with her temper. Catrionaâs skirts were presently swinging with agitated tension; Richard inwardly sighed and leaned more heavily on the mantelpiece.
âSo you see,â she concluded, swinging to face him, âat present, a husband is simply out of the question.â
âNo, I donât see.â He trapped her gaze. âAll youâve given me is a litany of your duties,
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