know. Get some legal advice. Keep going to class so you get a reference from the Academy?â
âBut I did it. I was at the servo. We totally did that guy over.â
âYou going to do it again?â
His hurt and angry look answers me.
âExactly. So why are we lying around here? They need to know that.â
Christian looks at me. Really looks at me. I think Iâve finally gotten through.
âYouâre like a forty-year-old man trapped in a geeky sixteen-year-old body, arenât you?â
âYes, I think I am.â
For all the trouble Christianâs facing, itâs been an awesome afternoon.
Me and my mate hanging out, debating burgers, jumping off rocks, enjoying each otherâs company.
When we get back to our room in the boarding house, Abigailâs sitting on my bed with a picnic basket and a major scowl. Christian bails out immediately.
âWe had a date,â Abigail says.
âI forgot. Iâm so sorry. Christianâs got some really messed-up stuff going on. I canât tell you what it is but itâs serious.â
âTell me one thing. At any point this afternoon did you remember you were supposed to be with me?â
Her words sting because sheâs right. I feel terrible, I didnât think about her once. Iâve been avoiding her since the formal. I havenât admitted it to her, or even to myself, but thereâs no avoiding it now. How can I spend a whole afternoon not thinking about the girl Iâm meant to be in love with?
âItâs not working, Sammy, and I donât know how to fix it.â
âI know. Me either.â
âMaybe we shouldnât be doing this any more?â
âMaybe we shouldnât.â I say it before I can even think about it. âI mean if thatâs what you want.â
âYeah, itâs what I want,â she says. Itâs not what she wants but sheâs not going to let me see that. Sheâs pulling back. The ice queen that I worked so hard to melt is freezing over again. I canât believe Iâm the one thatâs triggering her defence mechanism.
If anyone had told me a week ago, a day ago or even ten minutes ago that we would be breaking up Iâd have thought they were mad. But thatâs whatâs happening. After everything weâve been through â my relentless campaign, her stubborn resistance and those amazing weeks when we felt so close that touching was almost too intense â weâre here sitting miles apart on the edge of my bed with an unused picnic basket between us.
Itâs over.
For the next week Iâm determined to help Christian get to his court case and keep out of juvenile detention.
Itâs not an easy task. His mate, Aaron, turns up. At first this seems like good news but he persuades Christian to change his statement, to say that it was Christianâs idea to take the knife. Aaron reckons the good kid doing well at the Dance Academy will get away with it. He wonât, but Christian goes along with the plan because he thinks itâs the sort of thing mates do for each other.
I call Kaylah to see if she can talk sense into Christian but that doesnât work.
I canât believe after all our time, all his hard work over the year, heâs going to throw it all away for some loser.
On the day of the court case, the loser finally comes through. He waits right to the last moment to say that Christian should tell the truth about the knife.
Christian comes out of court and says the magic words weâve been reciting all week: âSuspended sentenceâ.
Itâs the best news ever. Christian gets to continue dancing and I get to keep my best friend.
Thatâs right, I actually have a male best friend. We even have our own handshake. Itâs sort of stupid, like a fake high five, but we donât care.
From now on itâs Christian and me: no court cases, no girl worries, just learning to do