up for the cold weather. I guess they figured me for a bum or head case, seeinâ as how I was so filthy and dressed wrong. Then I thought of you and headed for your house. Only it wasnât your house really, it was in this cold, dark New York City, and it was a long way there.
âI was strugglinâ everâ step of the way. Pushinâ through the crowds. There was more and more people and the sky seemed like it was daytime, only it was dark, too. You were livinâ in some big buildinâ and I had to go up lots of stairs, but finally I found where it was. You let me in only you werenât real pleased to see me. You kept sayinâ, âWhyâd you come to see me now? Why now?â Like itâd been a long time since we seen each other.â
âOh, baby, what an idea. Iâd always be happy to see you, no matter what.â
âI know, peanut. But it wasnât all like you were so unhappy I was there, just you were upset. My beinâ there was upsettinâ to you. You had short hair, too, and chopped off in front. You had some kids there, little kids, and I guess youâd got married and your husband was cominâ home any minute. I tell you, Lula, I was shakinâ wet. All this black sweat was pourinâ off me, and I knew I was scarinâ you, so I took off. And then I woke up, sweatinâ, and a couple minutes later you come in.â
Lula slid her head up to Sailorâs chest and put her arms around him.
âSometimes dreams just donât mean nothinâ? What I think, anyway.
Stuff come into your mind you donât got no control over, you know? It just come in there and ainât nobody knows for sure why. Like I dreamed once a man stole me and locked me in a room in a tower with one tiny window and there was nothinâ but water outside? When I told Mama about it she said it was somethinâ I remembered from a story I heard as a child.â
âWell, I ainât upset about it, darlinâ,â said Sailor. âJust give me a odd feelinâ there a minute is all.â
Lula lifted her head and kissed Sailor under his left ear.
âDreams ainât no odder than real life,â she said. âSometimes not by half.â
THE POLISH FATHER
Johnnie Farragut sat on a bench in Jackson Square watching a pair of tourists take photos of one another. The couple spoke a language Johnnie did not recognize. Croatian, maybe, he thought, although he didnât know what Croatian sounded like. The man and woman were short and stout, probably in their thirties, though they looked older. Their clothes hung loosely from their bodies, obviously not having been tailored to order. After several turns each of posing and shooting, which entailed a considerable amount of heated discussion and dramatic gesticulation, the couple left the park.
As they waddled away, arguing in their grumbling language, Johnnie was reminded of a man who had lived down the street from him for a while when he was a boy. The man, whose name Johnnie could not remember, was Polish, and he had two sons, both round-faced, straw-haired kids a few years younger than Johnnie. There was no mother with the family, just a nice old grandmother who spoke only Polish. She and Johnnie would always nod and smile to each other whenever they passed on the street. The father was also round and fat, and he was bald and wore small, wire-rimmed glasses. His kidsâ faces were always dirty and it seemed as if they were always eating something: apples, cake, candy bars.
The Polish father was building a boat in his yard. Every evening Johnnie heard the man pounding nails into the frame. Many of the neighbors complained about the noise, but the construction continued without respite during the year and a half or so that the Polish family lived there. In his room late at night, Johnnie could hear the hammering and sawing. From what heâd seen of it, Johnnie thought it was to be a
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