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would make it well worth my time. Nevertheless, I knew I couldn’t go that fast on the first date. I wasn’t trying to come across like a hoe.
I slowly walked back up to him and said “I feel the same way about you; I really do, but I really can’t move this fast with you. I’m just not that girl. I think we need time to get to know each other. Start off as friends first. That way we can date, and really get to know each other.”
He just nodded his head in agreement like he understood where I was coming from. I knew he was a little disappointed, but he had no choice but to respect it.
“Okay, ma, I respect it.”
Before we walked out he said all of his goodbyes to his friends.
I had no idea how the walk to my door was going to go. I didn’t know what to expect. After our embrace in the club the physical attraction is definitely there between the two of us. I just hoped he wouldn’t ask to come in. I liked him and all, but late night company could lead to things I shouldn’t be doing. I was wondering if I should even kiss him goodnight. I felt like I was in high school again because of all the unsure feelings I was having.
As we approached my door he seemed to be slowing up his stride as we walked. When we reached my door, I turned around to face him to say goodnight.
“Well, I had an amazing time tonight. You definitely were an impressive tour guide, and a complete gentleman as well.”
He laughed. “I’m glad you had fun, Jasmine, but I would be lying if I said I wanted this night to end here though.”
He gave me a look that sent a chill up my spine. I bit down on my bottom lip hard trying to keep my composure he was so damn sexy. I had no clue what to say to him at this point. He really had me nervous. All I could do was fantasize about me jumping into his arms, and wrapping my legs around his waist as I kissed his lips. I wanted to taste him so bad. He knew what the hell he was doing to me I was convinced. I never yearned for a man’s touch like I did his. I’m a naturally shy person, and once I feel slightly embarrassed it’s written all over me.
He was now staring directly into my eyes, and I was trying my hardest to avoid eye contact with him so I lowered my head slightly. He had the most beautiful brown eyes I’ve ever seen. Staring into them I swear I could get lost in them forever.
He lifted my head up with his hand so I was looking at him.
“What if I kissed you right now?” he asked.
I joked back, “Well I usually don’t let strange men kiss me on the first date.”
“Well, the look you’re giving me right now is saying you would like it if I kissed you. All you need to do is say it. Anything you want from me, all you have to do is ask. You never have to be shy or embarrassed with me
;
I will give you whatever you want.”
I just stared at him I didn’t know what to say now. I guess my silence was an answer in itself. My eyes must have said it all; I knew they said I would love to taste his lips. He pulled me into his open arms leaned in, and placed the sweetest kiss onto my lips. His lips were so soft and full, and he massaged my tongue with his gently. I felt like I was floating on air, and losing my balance just with one kiss.
As he pulled away he looked into my eyes and said, “Goodnight. I will see you tomorrow to help you unpack, like I promised.”
Then he walked away.
As I walked inside my apartment, I thought to myself that this man was doing something to me. I never felt this amount of chemistry before. He made me nervous. I was loving the fact that he was so honest and with me. I knew he wasn’t a man who played games. He had a clear view of everything he wanted, and Lord knows finding a man like that is hard as hell. All some men know how to do is lie about what he wants with you in the future.
As I began to get undressed I couldn’t get Q off of my
I slowly walked back up to him and said “I feel the same way about you; I really do, but I really can’t move this fast with you. I’m just not that girl. I think we need time to get to know each other. Start off as friends first. That way we can date, and really get to know each other.”
He just nodded his head in agreement like he understood where I was coming from. I knew he was a little disappointed, but he had no choice but to respect it.
“Okay, ma, I respect it.”
Before we walked out he said all of his goodbyes to his friends.
I had no idea how the walk to my door was going to go. I didn’t know what to expect. After our embrace in the club the physical attraction is definitely there between the two of us. I just hoped he wouldn’t ask to come in. I liked him and all, but late night company could lead to things I shouldn’t be doing. I was wondering if I should even kiss him goodnight. I felt like I was in high school again because of all the unsure feelings I was having.
As we approached my door he seemed to be slowing up his stride as we walked. When we reached my door, I turned around to face him to say goodnight.
“Well, I had an amazing time tonight. You definitely were an impressive tour guide, and a complete gentleman as well.”
He laughed. “I’m glad you had fun, Jasmine, but I would be lying if I said I wanted this night to end here though.”
He gave me a look that sent a chill up my spine. I bit down on my bottom lip hard trying to keep my composure he was so damn sexy. I had no clue what to say to him at this point. He really had me nervous. All I could do was fantasize about me jumping into his arms, and wrapping my legs around his waist as I kissed his lips. I wanted to taste him so bad. He knew what the hell he was doing to me I was convinced. I never yearned for a man’s touch like I did his. I’m a naturally shy person, and once I feel slightly embarrassed it’s written all over me.
He was now staring directly into my eyes, and I was trying my hardest to avoid eye contact with him so I lowered my head slightly. He had the most beautiful brown eyes I’ve ever seen. Staring into them I swear I could get lost in them forever.
He lifted my head up with his hand so I was looking at him.
“What if I kissed you right now?” he asked.
I joked back, “Well I usually don’t let strange men kiss me on the first date.”
“Well, the look you’re giving me right now is saying you would like it if I kissed you. All you need to do is say it. Anything you want from me, all you have to do is ask. You never have to be shy or embarrassed with me
;
I will give you whatever you want.”
I just stared at him I didn’t know what to say now. I guess my silence was an answer in itself. My eyes must have said it all; I knew they said I would love to taste his lips. He pulled me into his open arms leaned in, and placed the sweetest kiss onto my lips. His lips were so soft and full, and he massaged my tongue with his gently. I felt like I was floating on air, and losing my balance just with one kiss.
As he pulled away he looked into my eyes and said, “Goodnight. I will see you tomorrow to help you unpack, like I promised.”
Then he walked away.
As I walked inside my apartment, I thought to myself that this man was doing something to me. I never felt this amount of chemistry before. He made me nervous. I was loving the fact that he was so honest and with me. I knew he wasn’t a man who played games. He had a clear view of everything he wanted, and Lord knows finding a man like that is hard as hell. All some men know how to do is lie about what he wants with you in the future.
As I began to get undressed I couldn’t get Q off of my
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