looked him in the eye. âArenât you?â
âIâm fine,â came out automatically.
It was then that she realized she wasnât fine. She was barely inside her own skin. Most of her had retreated to that safe place she used to go when Dad would lay into her. And later, Dan. Nothing could hurt her there.
She hadnât been to this place for years, but she recognized the soft, warm walls now. How much time had she spent curled up here? How many years had this been her home?
A burst of hot rage sliced through the fog, burning some of it off.
Fuck that place. She didnât need it anymore. She was strong. Solid. Safe.
Because sheâd
made
herself safe.
Bella forced herself to look at Chuckâs body. There were three holes in the back of his shirt. Now that he was facedown, she could see a puckered scar at the base of his skullâthe mark left behind by the experimental implants Stynger had surgically inserted in too many men in an effort to control them. And if they couldnât be controlled, the poison housed inside the implants would kill them so they couldnât rat her out.
A team of scientists and engineers had been working on stopping and reversing the effects, but so far hadnât had any luck.
âHeâs one of Styngerâs,â she said.
Victor nodded and shared a look with Payton she couldnât translate. All she knew was that it was full of concern. âWe saw that. Do you not remember us talking about it a second ago?â
She didnât, but years of spinning lies had given her the skills she needed to do so now. âI remember. Iâm just a bit distracted by the dead man in my office.â
âOne of the lawyers will be here soon,â Payton said. âBella, you should limit your statement to the police until youâre feeling like yourself again.â
âI know what Iâm doing,â she said. âI donât need your advice.â
âThen take mine,â Victor said. âPlay the scared-victim card until the lawyer arrives. Iâd really rather not spend more time in jail than I need to.â
Victor in jail? That didnât seem right. All heâd done was stop a man from killing her.
Sirens grew louder outside. A couple of minutes later, police and paramedics arrived on the scene. She and Victor both gave their statements. When they came back for another round of questioning, she grudgingly took Paytonâs advice and told them she was too rattled to talk about it moreâthey could speak to her lawyer.
âYouâre going to need some stitches,â said one of the paramedics. He was crouched at her feet. Heâd cut away the bottom half of her yoga pants and she hadnât even realized it had happened.
She looked down and saw the cuts across her calves. As if her acknowledgment of the wound triggered something in her brain, she finally felt the sting of the injury. Strangely, she wasnât sure what she was supposed to do about the problem, though she knew she
should
know.
Payton must have seen her distress. He stepped forward and addressed the paramedic. âDr. Vaughn is on her way. If there are no serious injuries, she can handle things from here.â
âShe should go to the hospital,â said the young man at her feet.
âNo,â Bella said, too fast and loud. Her denial sounded desperate even to her own ears. âNo hospitals.â
Sheâd spent enough time in them already. A few little cuts werenât going to send her back.
âYouâll have to sign some paperwork if youâre refusing to let us take you in.â
Bella held out her hand. âGive me a pen.â
As she finished scrawling her name and looked up, she saw one of the officers handcuff Victor and escort him out.
Fury exploded in her gut, clearing her foggy head for a second. âYou canât arrest him,â she said. âHe saved my life.â
The lawyer shot her a
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